temper is likely to become irritable, his deportment forbidding, his
spirit stern and soured, particularly against those who appeal to his
charity; which then, indeed, he might be pardoned for feeling, and
bitterly--_to begin at home_. It was not so, however, with Aubrey, whose
constant feeling was--_Haud ignarus mali, miseris succurrere disco_; and
though it may appear a small thing to mention, I feel gratification in
recording of him, that, desperate as were his circumstances, infinitely
enhanced to him as was the value of money, he went seldom unprovided
with the means of relieving the humbler applicants for charity whom he
passed in the streets--of dropping some small token of his love and pity
into the trembling and feeble hand of _want_--of those whose necessities
he felt to be greater even than his own. Never, indeed, did the timid
eye of the most tattered, starved, and emaciated object suffered to
crawl along the streets, catch that of Mr. Aubrey, without making his
heart acknowledge the secret bond of misery which bound them
together--that he beheld a brother in bondage, and on whom he cheerfully
bestowed the humble pittance which he believed that Providence had yet
left at his disposal!--Prosperity and adversity have equally the effect,
upon an inferior mind and heart, of generating _selfishness_. The one
encourages, the other forces it. Misery is apt to think its own
sufferings greater than those of any one else--and naturally. The eye,
as it were, is filled with the object--that is to say, of distress and
danger--which is nearest--which is in such fearful contiguity, obscuring
from view all remoter objects, at once scaring away presence of mind,
and centring its hopes and fears upon _self_. Not so, however, is it
when a noble nature is the sufferer--and more especially when that
nature is strengthened and brightened by the support and consolation
derived from philosophy--and, above all, religion. To many a strong
spirit, destitute of such assistance, alas! how often, under similar
circumstances, have come--ghastly visitants!--_Despair_ and _Madness_,
with their hideous attendant SUICIDE, to do their bidding?
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