Aubrey very soon afterwards had an opportunity
of introducing himself to the clergyman, and was recognized, and they
renewed their early friendship. Mr. Neville--for that was his name--poor
soul, had nothing upon earth to support himself with, but an afternoon
lectureship in one of the city churches, from which he derived about £75
a-year; and on this sum alone he had contrived, for the last four or
five years, to support both himself and his wife--a very amiable and
fond woman. Fortunately, they had no children; but they had seen much
affliction, each of them being in but precarious health, and a sad
proportion of his little income was, consequently, devoted to doctors'
bills. He was an admirable scholar; a man of very powerful
understanding, and deeply read in metaphysics and divinity. Yet this
wretched pittance was all he could procure for his support; and pinching
work for them, poor souls, it was indeed, to "make ends meet." They
lived in very small but creditable lodgings; and amid all their
privations, and with all the gloom of the future before them, they were
as cheerful a little couple as the world ever saw. They dearly loved,
and would have sacrificed everything for each other; and so long as they
could but keep their chins above water, and he realize the stern and
noble feeling, "pauper, _sed in meo ære_," they cared not for their
exclusion from most of the comforts and all the elegancies of life. They
were, both of them, entirely resigned to the will of Heaven as to their
position--nay, in all things. She generally accompanied him
whithersoever he went; but on the occasion to which I have been
alluding, the good little creature was lying at home in bed, enduring
great suffering; and the thought of it made the preacher's heart very
heavy, and his voice to falter a little, several times during his
sermon. He was perfectly delighted when Mr. Aubrey introduced himself;
and when the latter had heard all his friend's little history--who had
indeed a child-like simplicity and frankness, and told Mr. Aubrey
everything he knew about himself--Mr. Aubrey wrung his hand with great
emotion, almost, indeed, too great for expression. It seemed that a
bishop, before whom poor Neville had accidentally preached seven years
before, had sent for him, and expressed such a very high opinion of his
sermon, as led him reasonably to look for some little preferment at his
Lordship's hands; but in vain. Poor Neville had no powerful friends, and
the bishop was overwhelmed with applicants for everything he had to give
away; so it is not much to be wondered at, that, in time, he totally
lost sight of Mr. Neville, and of the hopes which had blossomed, but to
be blighted. What touched Mr. Aubrey to the soul, was the unaffected
cheerfulness with which poor Mr. Neville--now in his fortieth
year--reconciled himself to his unpromising circumstances; the calmness
with which he witnessed the door of preferment evidently _shut upon him
forever_. Mr.
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