twice an opportunity of expressing his very flattering opinion
concerning Mr. Aubrey to the Attorney-General. The mention of that
eminent person reminds me of an observation which I intended to have
made some time ago. The reader is not to imagine, from my silence upon
the subject, that Mr. Aubrey, in his fallen fortunes, was heartlessly
forgotten or neglected by the distinguished friends and associates of
former and more prosperous days. It was not they who withdrew from him,
but he who withdrew from them; and that, too, of set purpose, resolutely
adhered to, on the ground that it could not be otherwise, without
seriously interfering with the due prosecution of those plans of life on
which depended not only his _all_, and that of those connected with
him--but his fond hopes of yet extricating himself, by his own personal
exertions, from the direful difficulties and dangers which at present
environed him--of achieving, with his own right hand, independence. Let
me not forget here to state a fact which I conceive infinitely to
redound to poor Aubrey's honor--viz. that he thrice refused offers made
him from very high quarters, of considerable _sinecures, i. e._ handsome
salaries for purely nominal services--which he was earnestly and
repeatedly reminded would at once afford him a liberal maintenance, and
leave the whole of his time at his own disposal, to follow any pursuit
or profession which he chose. Mr. Aubrey justly considered that it was
very difficult, if not indeed impossible, for any honorable and
high-minded man to be a sinecurist.--He who holds a sinecure, is, in my
opinion, plundering the public; and how it can be more contrary to the
dictates of honor and justice, deliberately to defraud an individual,
than deliberately and audaciously to defraud that collection of
individuals called the public, let casuists determine. As for Mr.
Aubrey, _he_ saw stretching before him the clear, straight, bright line
of honor, and resolved to follow it, without faltering or wavering, come
what come might. He resolved that, with the blessing of Providence, his
own exertions should procure his bread, and, if such was the will of
Heaven, lead him to distinction among mankind. He had formed this
determination, and resolved to work it out--never to pause, nor give
way, but to die in the struggle. Such a spirit must conquer whatever is
opposed to it. What is _difficulty_? Only a word indicating the degree
of strength requisite for accomplishing particular objects; a mere
notice of the necessity for exertion; a bugbear to children and fools;
an effective stimulus to men.
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