and become mistress of Yatton again)--by the way, it certainly is a
truly delightful spot, quite old-fashioned and all that and
delightful grounds about it, but it seems like a nunnery to me, I
am so unhappy and no one seems anxious to come to see me, though
there are the ----'s, and the ----'s, and ----'s within an hour or
two's drive of us, but how can you wonder? for if you only saw the
sort of people that come here, such horrid wretches, a Unitarian
parson and his vulgar wife and daughter and a low apothecary and
auctioneer and so on, which he says is necessary (forsooth) to keep
up his interest in the borough. Then he goes on in such a shameful
and unfeeling and disrespectful way before the vicar (Dr. Tatham, a
very nice person, who I am sure, by his looks, _feels for me_) that
Dr. T. will scarcely ever come near us under one pretence or
another. I am sorry to tell you Mr. Titmouse has no more _sense of
religion_ than a cat or a dog, and I understand he has left a great
many of his election bills unpaid (so that he is very unpopular)
and positively, dear Blanche! the diamond spray the creature bought
me turns out to be only _paste_!! He never goes to church, and has
got up one or two dog-fights in the village, and he is hated by the
tenants, for he is always raising their rents. I forgot to mention
by the way he had the monstrous assurance one morning to _open my
letters_!--and said he had a right to do so, with his own wife, for
we were one (I hate to write it) so I have had a letter-bag of my
own which is always delivered into my own room. Oh Heavens! the
idea of his succeeding to the barony! but to be sure you have no
notion how hard he lives; (and _entre nous_ the other day the
doctor was called in to him and had to put leeches on his head, and
certainly (_entre nous, dearest_ B.,) I understand such things
sometimes do often lead to very _sad results_, but however he
certainly does seem better now.) My papa knows nothing of all this
yet, but he soon must, and I am confident a _separation_ must
ensue, or I shall die, or go mad. Oh how thankful I should be!...
But I could fill two or three sheets more in this way, and yet I
have not told you a hundredth part of his _gaucheries_, but really
you must be quite sick of hearing of them. If he will but leave me
here when he goes up to town, you will surely pay me your promised
visit--and I will tell you many more miserable things. In the mean
while, oh dearest B., how I envy you being single, and wish I were
so again!--_Be sure_ you burn this when you have read it--and
believe me, your unhappy,
"CECILIA.
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