Teresa of Watling Street: A Fantasia on Modern ThemesBennett, Arnold
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Teresa of Watling Street: A Fantasia on Modern Themes
Bennett, Arnold
English fiction -- 20th century
‘At the end of that week Mr. Craig had paid over two hundred pounds’
worth of new silver into his private account, and these payments
continued. In a fortnight I was asked down to the Craigs’ country house
again. I cannot describe my courtship of Miss Juana. I find my statement
is getting too long. But in any event I could not describe it. It was
the most precious, the only precious fragment of my life. The only
drawback to my timid happiness was Mr. Craig’s attitude to me--a sort
of insinuating attitude, quite at variance with the usual style of this
powerfully-minded and very reticent man. The payments of new silver
continued. In a business of the magnitude of our Kilburn branch the
silver was, of course, distributed in the ordinary routine of affairs
without special notice being taken of it.
‘One day I proposed to Miss Juana. It was a terrible moment for me.
To this hour I do not know how I dared to do it. To my inconceivable
astonishment and joy Miss Juana said: “You honour me, Mr. Featherstone.
I am a poor girl. My father is not rich. I do not love you, but I like
you, and I esteem you. I accept your hand.”
‘Later I said to Mr. Craig: “Mr. Craig, I have asked your daughter Juana
to be my wife, and she has done me the honour to consent. Do you also
consent?”
‘He said in reply: “My dear Featherstone, you will pardon me, but, of
course, I know the amount of your salary. Have you any other resources?”
I said that I had none.
‘The interview grew strangely complex. I see now that he handled me with
consummate skill and adroitness. It came to this. He said:
“Assist me in a scheme of mine which is approaching completion, and when
it is complete I will give you twenty thousand pounds. But you will be
bound to secrecy.”
‘I said to him: “Is your scheme in any way contrary to the law?”
‘He said: “Frankly, it is. But, Feather-stone, you are in love, and
there is no crime in my scheme.”
‘I admit that Mr. Craig’s offer of twenty thousand pounds dazzled me
at first, especially as I began instantly to perceive that my life’s
happiness would depend on my acceptance of it. You may ask what right a
man aged fifty odd has to talk of a life’s happiness--a man who
probably has not more than ten years to live. Let me suggest that it is
impossible for any man, however old, not to believe that he will survive
for an indefinitely long period, unless he be actually on his death-bed.
‘Moreover, I was profoundly in love. I loved with the intense and
restrained passion of, which only a middle-aged man in love for the
first time is capable. No young man, with the facile ardours of youth,
could appreciate my feelings. Be that as it may--and I have no wish at
this solemn hour to attempt to excuse myself--my demeanour certainly
gave Mr. Craig the impression that I had no objection to becoming his
confederate. His face showed that he was pleased--that a weight had been
lifted from his mind.
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