He was still fast asleep when I reached the hotel, and I sat up reading
and smoking in his room until very late. About two in the morning he
awakened, but seemed too dazed to ask questions; I gave him a simple,
straightforward account of my visit, stressing what was favourable and
ignoring the worst. He thanked me when I had finished, but that was all.
No questions; no comments even; it was as if he were too weary even to
be interested. I told him that Helen and June were on their way back
from America, but even then he only nodded his comprehension. And the
next moment, with a whispered "Good-night," he closed his eyes and
slept.
But there was no sleep for me. Despite an overwhelming tiredness I lay
awake till the early morning traffic made sleep impossible. I smoked
cigarette after cigarette in bed; and then, on sudden impulse, I got up
and wrote a letter to Roebuck, telling him to prepare a second bed in my
bedroom. "It is possible," I wrote, "that when I come back I shall bring
with me a friend who will stay some time...." After all, that was the
only thing to do. Terry had no English friends except me and Severn, and
Severn had enough trouble of his own without being called upon to help
Terry. There was really no alternative to his coming to stay with me,
unless he went back to Vienna, which he probably wouldn't do in any
case. Fortunately my rooms, though few, were fairly commodious, and
Roebuck was the sort of man who would rise to an emergency. The only
thing I feared was that Terry would find London, and especially the part
I lived in, too bustling and noisy for him; apart from that, I was
confident I could make him feel comfortable and at home.
The letter to Roebuck was never sent, for before the ink on the envelope
was dry, the chambermaid brought me my morning pot of coffee, and with
it the following letter from Severn, posted late the night before:
"MY DEAR HILTON,--I must write to thank you for your visit yesterday; it
made me more cheerful than any hospital patient has a right to be; but
the result, unfortunately, has been a strict order from the doctor that
I'm to be kept perfectly quiet and to be allowed no more visitors till
Helen and June arrive. He (the doctor) swore that you excited me, and
so, by God, you did, and I wouldn't have missed a moment of it. Anyhow,
I'm not in any severe pain, and I'm allowed to read and think, so I've
nothing much to grumble about. Perhaps, if you remember, you could call
at Brentano's in the Avenue de l'Opéra and have sent to me a copy of
Brieux's play, _Les Hannetons_, which a friend advised me to read a few
weeks ago.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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