"Just odd nights now and then. As soon as the terms were over at school
and at Newnham, I've always had to dash away to join my mother
in Sweden or Algeria or somewhere.... Of course I've enjoyed it
all--immensely--but"--she smiled--"I'd have preferred a week or two in
London now and again."
The dawn was stealing in from over the grey Normandy fields, and a misty
rain dimmed the windowpanes. We were silent for a few miles, and then
she resumed, thoughtfully: "I feel so sorry that I haven't been at home
oftener."
"Why?"
"Because I would like to have known my father better."
I looked at her and saw that her blue, tranquil eyes were shining with
tears. But the tears did not fall; she had perfect control of herself.
She went on: "I don't think it's been quite fair to him to leave him as
my mother has done. Of course, he's awfully busy, and isn't home a great
deal himself, but still--we _might_ have had more to do with him."
I said nothing; there seemed nothing to say. She was evidently eager to
pour out her mind on the subject, for she continued: "So you see, my
father's almost a stranger to me. I've seen him perhaps once every three
months or so during the past ten years, and I've always liked him....
Mostly, though, I _remember_ him--just as if he were dead. I remember
him teaching me to skate on Highgate Ponds, and I remember him giving me
a gold sovereign on the night when he first got elected to Parliament."
"Ah--the Manchester South bye-election. That was a good many years ago."
"But I remember it quite well. I remember you visiting us a lot in those
days, and also a man called Terry, who used to do chemistry experiments
in the kitchen."
"Terry!" I echoed; and then, before I knew what I was saying, I had
replied: "He's in Paris now."
"Is he?" she exclaimed. "Oh, I would like to see him. He must be getting
quite old."
"Thirty-one. That's not old."
"It sounds horribly old to me."
I don't know what answer I made; I only know that I was thinking
furiously: She's bound to tell Helen that Terry's in Paris, and _then_
what will happen? ... The blunder was clumsy and irrevocable, for I
dared not face June's puzzled eyes by asking her not to mention Terry to
her mother. The only thing to hope for was that he and I would be on our
way to England before any complications could ensue.
IV
And that, by the grace of God, was what happened.
We reached the Gare du Nord at breakfast-time and drove straight to the
Crillon, where I engaged rooms for them. After hasty cups of coffee we
went on to the hospital, and there, in the corridor outside Severn's
room, I left them. The sister said that there was no change in his
condition, and it seemed to me that I had better leave them to visit him
by themselves. Helen barely nodded a farewell, but June, though her
thoughts were obviously elsewhere, was polite enough to thank me for my
escort.
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