Helen and June were both in the drawing-room when I arrived, and if
Helen's attitude was a shade cool, June's was a shade warm to make up
for it. I did not see Severn himself till we went into the dining-room;
the butler then wheeled him in on a specially-constructed chair and
placed him at the angle of the table that was most convenient. He was a
good deal paler than I had seen him before, but his spirits were high as
ever. He said that of the two occupations, walking and talking, he very
much preferred the latter, which was lucky, in view of what had
happened. "Fortunately, also," he added, "I was always extremely lazy,
and never walked an inch when I could possibly find a vehicle of any
sort to ride in. Now I can even ride in and out of my own
dining-room...."
The dinner itself was quite up to Severn's usual high standard. He and I
lingered over our coffee while the others took theirs on the verandah.
His peculiar pose (the only unusual feature of him) suited the informal
stage of the meal and made him seem almost his old self again; even when
he discussed his changed future with me I found it hard to believe in
the tragic reality that was behind it all. He said that the accident had
settled one thing, at any rate; it had put the veto on his political
career. "I might fight the next election as a _tour-de-force_, but I
could never dream of taking office--that goes without saying.... Anyhow,
since he who runs may read, I suppose he who cannot run may write. There
are a few much-maligned characters in history I've always had a fancy to
defend, so now's my chance.... Disraeli for one ... and Machiavelli, and
Robert Walpole ... and perhaps even Pontius Pilate...."
He went on: "There's another matter which has perhaps been settled by
those scoundrelly French railways ... I mean--about Helen."
I said "Of course," hardly knowing what I meant; and he rejoined: "She
won't leave me now, whatever happens--women are like that.... So
perhaps, in the altered circumstances, it would be rather needlessly
cruel to supply her with hotel evidence from Buda-Pesth."
I said eagerly that I was very glad, and hoped that he and Helen would
learn to be very happy again, and so on. He soon interrupted me. He
said: "You know, Hilton, you're too damned sentimental, that's what's
the matter with you. You've still got the idea that I'm a very moral
fellow at heart, and that all my talk is just a sort of cynical pose to
cover up the gold underneath.... The fact is, you're born, in my
opinion, to be a successful novel-writer. You've just got the right
mixture of brains, sentiment, and conventionality."
We laughed together, and then he asked me to tell him all the news about
Terry. I did so, and at the end of the recital he said: "He's an
extraordinary puzzle. What possessed him to work himself to death in
Vienna? What possessed him to preach at me like an infuriated
missionary? What possesses him to do anything?"
"_Something_ possesses him," I admitted.
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