And Terry, meanwhile, lived through the summer and autumn at the Valley
Hotel. Every Saturday (with few exceptions) I went down to see him and
every Monday I came away; and yet, even after so many visits, the
picture of him will be rather blurred. Physically he was all that he had
ever been, and more; the weeks of sunshine and fine air had left a
splendid mark upon him. But in other ways he seemed hardly to have begun
to recover at all; indeed, it was as if the full extent of the trouble
were only just being revealed. He was intensely quiet and melancholy;
nothing interested him or stirred him to any expressed emotion; he had
the look of one who has lost his way and doesn't particularly care
whether he finds it again. All his habits were listless and slack; his
not-caring invaded even the most trivial things. It was not-caring,
also, that had made him take to drinking; and, since his drinks were
obtained from Taplow, he very obviously didn't care how much he was
costing Severn. I don't think he ever troubled to realize that a record
was kept of everything he had and a bill made out in the usual way. My
own habit, when accepting Severn's hospitality at the hotel, was to pay
for the drinks I had, and I rather wondered why Terry didn't do the
same. Then I found out one reason, at any rate.
It was a Monday morning and I was preparing to leave on my motor-cycle
for town. Terry walked with me as I wheeled the machine into the lane,
and then, quite suddenly, he asked me to lend him half-a-crown. It was a
simple, almost a half-hearted request; there was certainly no trace of
either shame or truculence in it. When I had mastered my surprise I made
him take a pound, and then, leaving my machine where it was, I led him
away from the hotel and asked him to tell me frankly about his financial
position. He confessed (as if it didn't trouble him much) that he hadn't
any money at all, and after much questioning I gathered that the journey
to England and the hotel expenses in Paris (of which he had insisted on
paying his own share) had swallowed every penny he possessed. Then I
asked him what his salary had been in Vienna, and he named a sum which a
skilled artisan would have scorned.
Even my indignation didn't stir him. But after further cross-examination
I found out something of more immediate importance--that Karelsky hadn't
paid him for that last and unfinished quarter. "I suppose he forgot to
send it on," Terry said listlessly, and was obviously prepared to let
the matter drop. But I wasn't. I said I would write to Vienna as soon as
I reached town, and that until Karelsky's cheque arrived he could draw
on me for whatever sums he wanted.
Karelsky didn't answer my letter. After ten days I wrote to Mizzi,
asking her if she would interview him on Terry's behalf, and she replied
almost by return as follows:
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