Some of the letters are well worth publishing, and perhaps, some day,
this may happen. The thing I remember best in them is a phrase about
Terry. "He hasn't," Severn wrote, "quite got the knack of living in an
imperfect world." That, I think, was the best summing-up I ever heard.
All this time Terry was still living at Hindhead, doing nothing and
caring for nothing. And yet, looking back on it now, I have an idea that
the sight of all his old books and papers stirred him to some sort of
emotion, even though he showed none. They arrived from Vienna one
roaring October afternoon of high wind and creaking trees--a Saturday,
and the second unforgettable day of that autumn. I had motor-cycled from
town in the morning, barely fighting through in the teeth of the gale,
and after lunch Terry climbed with me to the lip of the Punch-Bowl. The
wind there was terrific; the whole landscape of hill and valley seemed
foundering like a ship in a wild storm. After a few shivering moments we
walked briskly back to the hotel, and there, waiting for us, was Mizzi's
parcel. I unpacked it for him in his room, while he sat on the bed,
smoking and watching me with a curious detached interest. He made no
comment except, when I had finished, an almost embarrassed: "It's
awfully good of you to do all this.... The things aren't much use, but I
suppose they may as well stay here as anywhere else."
We had tea, and afterwards I wrote a few letters while Terry went out,
as he said, for another blow on the hill. It must have been about six
o'clock when I finished writing, for I remember hurrying out into the
lane to catch the last post of the day. I had walked a few hundred yards
with eyes almost closed by the piercing wind, when I heard the sharp
hoot of an approaching car; I should have been run down if the driver
hadn't swerved smartly to avoid me. The car just grazed a gatepost and
then stopped; I stopped also, composing in my mind the most handsome and
abject apologies. The first thing I noticed (rather to my relief) was
that the driver was a young woman; and the next thing I noticed was that
the young woman was June. She climbed out of the car and viewed
critically the long scratch on the door-panelling. Then she turned to
me. "I suppose you know that you've had a narrow escape?" she said,
before recognizing me. She added, a second later: "Oh, it's you, is it?
Well, you ought to be ashamed of yourself."
"I not only ought but am," I replied, and she said: "That's right.... I
suppose you're staying at the hotel?"
"Yes."
"I'm just going there. There's something the matter with the car--apart
from the scratch on the door, which is your fault--and Taplow's a bit of
a car expert.... Where are _you_ going?"
"Only to post a few letters."
"Up to the cross-roads? ... Jump in, and I'll drive you up; then
afterwards we'll go back to the hotel together. I can turn the car at
the next corner."
"Sure it won't be too much trouble?"
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