"That's what I asked him.... It seems he saw the bill that Taplow was
making up for father to pay. He hadn't had any idea he was costing so
much. He said he felt it couldn't go on any longer--that he must find
work of some sort and put an end to it."
"But surely he would need his books for his work?"
"No.... He wasn't thinking of _that_ kind of work. He was prepared for
anything--to take a job in the colonies--to go to sea--_anything_...."
"That would be no use."
"I know. I told him he had far better stay at the hotel till he was well
enough to carry on with his research work."
"And what did he say to that?"
"Nothing. You can't get him even to _think_ of his work--not yet.... But
I made a beginning. I said I would go down to Hindhead next Sunday and
teach him tennis...."
II
There was a hard court within a quarter of a mile of the hotel, and on
this she gave him his first lesson. I was away that week-end, and when I
returned to town there was a short note from her awaiting me on my desk.
Nothing sensational. Just to say that she had tried him, and that he
would probably make a decent player after practice.
And he did practise. I don't know quite why. I don't think it was
because he was at all keen to become a decent player. I don't think it
was even to please _her_. Maybe he found that the hard use of his body
helped to calm his mind, or perhaps it was just that he had nothing else
to do.... Anyhow, he practised, and when he couldn't find a partner, he
'served' over the net by himself. As always, he went terrifically to
extremes; the hours he spent on that tennis-court must have made many
people wonder what had happened to him. Whenever I paid him visits, it
was to the court he led me straightway; it was as if he had no thought
for anything else. On those scowling December afternoons we played for
hours, with hardly a word between us; he always beat me, for I am
excessively bad at all games. When one set was over, we began another;
and so on, until dusk made play impossible. It was martyrdom of a sort
for me, but what was it for him? That's what I find so hard to decide.
June, however, seemed satisfied with the progress he was making. She
spoke of it so much from the point of view of the athletic coach that I
told her candidly on one occasion that it wasn't his body that needed
help, but his mind. "If your tennis means nothing to him but just
tennis," I said, "then it's not much better than getting drunk, or
taking long walks over the hills, or other things he used to do. What he
wants is a new mental eagerness--something that will send him back to
his work."
That was during a motor run from Hindhead at the beginning of the
following March. June, furred and gauntletted, and driving very prettily
as usual, shrugged her shoulders and smiled. "I'm afraid I'm not such a
subtle analyst as you are," she said. "I can't help being glad that he's
improving his game."
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