He laughed. "The Conference," he answered. "Didn't I mention it at
breakfast? Three weeks in Bukarest, wearing a morning-coat and topper
with the temperature at ninety in the shade, discussing places you've
never heard of with men whose names you can't pronounce; every damned
speech repeated five times, first in French, then in Serbian, then in
Greek, then in Bulgarian, and then in Turkish.... God!--it's enough to
drive a man to anything.... But, apart from that, I prefer foreigners.
When a man is compelled to take medicine, why should he not choose the
nicest medicine there is? And where in England could you meet so
charming a lady as Madame--in her profession?"
"I'm afraid I don't know any English women in her profession."
He laughed again. "I don't suppose you do," he said, "especially as I
haven't been altogether truthful with you about Madame. She doesn't
dance--except very badly in a ball-room. Her profession is far better
suited to her temperament and attainments.... Understand?"
IV
We understood. He had told us practically everything, and what little he
hadn't told us we could guess. Never had the whole interview seemed more
pointless than at the end of his explanations; there was simply nothing
to be done or said. Except--and it was a slight exception--the matter of
Bentley. Severn, most probably, had no idea that he had been seen by
anyone who knew him besides ourselves, and I let him know as plainly as
I could that whether Helen chose to divorce him or not, his adventures
were very likely to trickle across to England through the medium of
Bentley's chatter. "And then," I said, "you know as well as I do what
will happen."
"Of course," he answered, almost carelessly. "It will mean the end of my
political career--perhaps even the end of my legal career as well,
though I rather doubt that. But, anyhow, do you think I haven't counted
the cost?" His voice became eager as he went on: "My dear fellow, I've
counted _all_ the costs, and my favourite maxim still holds--I'll do
what I _want_ to do. I've climbed the ladder because I've enjoyed
climbing it, but if the price of staying on top is too high, then damn
it all, I'll come down again.... I'll take risks--I'll live
dangerously--I'll do any damned thing in the world except be a
slave--even to my career!"
Deadlock--complete and absolute. He had his reasons for everything, and
most of what he said, whether it convinced or not, was logically
unanswerable. I was tired of the whole business, and Terry's silence
seemed to show that he was the same. The one thing desirable was to get
him away from the brain-twisting intricacies of a situation which had
nothing to do with him.
But just then he spoke. He turned to me and asked me very calmly if I
would mind if he and Severn were to speak alone for a few minutes. And
before I could reply he went on: "Wait for me--in the hall. I won't be
long.... And you might--if there's time--look up the return trains to
Vienna...."
V
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