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She grasped the thin baby to her breast frantically, kissed the crimson
mark up and down, until where the frenzied lips had traveled the flesh
turned purple. Oh! to have faith to believe that she might soon have
her child with her always--always! Of late there had crept over Teola
the shadow of the great beyond, into which her student lover had been so
hastily summoned. The shrieking of the wind, and the mournful fluttering
of the tiny hands made her shiver, and she coughed slightly.
"A mountain air bigger than that hill with the look-out on it,"
ruminated Tess, picking up a huge knot of wood from behind the stove.
"I know that, too," replied Teola.
For the space of many minutes only the smacking of the baby lips upon
the sugar rag and the roaring of the turbulent wind were heard in the
hut. Suddenly the vibrations of a great peal of thunder shook the shanty
with violent effect; a streak of lightning shot zig-zaggedly through the
room like some livid, malicious spirit. Teola screamed in terror.
"It hit some place near here," said Tess.
"Yes, and wasn't it awful? Oh, if the storm would only cease!"
"It air comin' nearer," answered Tess, with the keen instincts of a
squatter. "It air got to turn sidewise through the window afore it goes
over the hill. What air ye afraid of, if ye believes that ye can move a
mountain if ye has the faith? God wouldn't hit the brat with lightnin',
would He?"
"Oh, I haven't the faith, Tess!" moaned Teola, rocking to and fro in her
keen agony of soul. "Long ago I stopped believing the way I did when I
was a child. I prayed that night when Dan was killed, until my head
ached and pounded for days. I wanted to see him once more, and God
wouldn't let me; and then I prayed again--" Teola buried her face in the
breast of the infant, and sobbed, "I prayed that the baby might die
when he was born, but God didn't see fit to take him. Somehow, it
doesn't do any good to pray any more."
Tess paused in her work, standing with her hands on her hips, a solemn
expression in the long eyes.
"Yer faith wasn't as big as a speck of dirt, then, were it?" she
queried. "And maybe mine ain't for Daddy. But the student air a-prayin'
for him! It air a damn shame ye ain't got him a-prayin' for yerself and
the kid.... Ye'd a seen yer man before now, and the brat would 'a' died,
too."
With a start caused by the squatter's words, Teola laid the child down,
crouching back upon her feet. She eyed the fisher-girl critically. What
a strange mixture of good and bad--of the holy and the unholy--lived in
the tawny, magnificent squatter! She answered hesitatingly:
"But if my brother should know about the baby, it would break my heart,
Tessibel. It would kill me--and him, too! Nothing could ever make me
tell him. You understand, don't you, Tess?"
"Yep."
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