“Yes. I understand,” he said, and his voice came half-strangled, as
though he fought some obstruction in his throat. “Square told me.”
She stopped at the table. “Have you been having tea? I thought Maggie
was here.”
“She has gone out with Elsie. Milly went upstairs to Dolly. I don’t know
where the others are.”
Again curiously something in his voice pierced her. It had a deadened
quality—was it utter weariness—or smothered pain?
“Have you had tea?” she asked.
His hand wrenched at the door-handle. The door opened and a drift of
rain blew in. But still he paused.
“I haven’t had mine,” said Frances.
He turned almost with violence and the door shut behind him. “Why
haven’t you had yours? I thought Elsie brought it to you. I told her
to.”
He looked at her, heavily scowling, for a moment, then again averted his
eyes.
“Don’t be angry!” she said gently. “She did bring it, but I didn’t stay
to drink it because your mother said the doctor was here. Do you mind if
I have some now?” She looked round the table that had been cleared, then
turned to the fire. “The kettle is quite hot. It will soon boil.”
He came back into the room. There was something about him at that moment
upon which she could not look. He went to the dresser, and she heard the
clatter of cups and saucers. She knew he was laying the table behind
her, but she remained with her face to the fire.
Suddenly he was beside her. He took up the simmering kettle and forced
it down into the heart of the fire, keeping his hand upon it.
“You will burn yourself!” she said.
He answered nothing, merely stood doggedly bent over the glow till the
kettle spluttered and boiled. Then he lifted it, and turned back to the
table.
Frances turned also. Mutely she watched him pour water into the old
metal tea-pot. The haggardness of his face, the grim endurance of his
set jaw, struck her afresh. She wondered if he were ill.
He set down the kettle and drew up the horse-hair chair with the wooden
arms that she so well remembered.
“Sit down!” he said.
She obeyed him, finding no words.
He cut a slice from a loaf and began to toast it, Roger pressing closely
against his gaitered legs.
Very suddenly his voice came back to her again, hollow, strained, oddly
vibrant. “I should like you to know one thing. Though you have come back
here against my will, you have—nothing to fear. I recognize it was—an
act of—charity—and, so far as I am concerned, you are safe. I will
never get in your way.”
“Thank you,” Frances said quietly. “I am not afraid of that.”
He made a jerky movement, but instantly checked himself, and turning the
bread upon the fork, maintained his silence. She wondered what was
passing behind that tensely restrained front, what torment was at work
within him to produce the anguish of suffering which she sensed rather
than saw. But he gave her no clue of any sort. He remained bent and
silent till his task was finished.
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