“It couldn’t have been fancy. I am not fanciful. Arthur, don’t go! Don’t
go!”
He stopped and looked at her, and in his eyes was that which strangely
moved her, stilling her entreaty, overwhelming her fear, banishing every
thought in her heart but the one great rapture of her soul as it leaped
to his.
So for a long moment they stood, then his arm went round her. He turned
aside.
“We will go to the Stones,” he said, “and leave these banshees to look
after themselves. It was probably a goat you saw.”
She went with him, almost convinced that he was right and that her fancy
had tricked her. She would have gone with him in that moment if all the
ghosts of the centuries had awaited them among the Stones.
As they passed into the great arena, he uttered a groan, and his arm
relaxed and fell. “This is absolute madness,” he said. “I told you
before. I am tied. I am a prisoner. I shall never be free.” The iron of
despair was in his voice.
“Then I will be a prisoner too,” she said.
“No—no! Why did that scoundrel send you to me? Why didn’t he come
himself?” He flung the words passionately, as though the emotions
surging within him were greater than he could control.
But she answered him steadfastly, without agitation. “Arthur, listen! He
sent me to you because he is ashamed of all that has gone before—and
because he wished to make amends. He has gone out of my life. But I have
forgiven him, and—some day—I hope you will forgive him too.”
“Never!” he said. “Never! I would have killed him with my naked hands if
I had had the chance.”
She suppressed a shiver at the memory his words called up. “That is not
worthy of you. Forgiveness is a greater thing than revenge—oh, so much
greater. And love is greater than all. You won’t believe it, but—he was
capable of love.”
“He was capable of anything,” Arthur said, “except playing a straight
game.”
“You are wrong,” she said earnestly. “You are wrong. He has played a
straight game now in telling you the truth and in sending me to you. He
made me come, do you understand? I didn’t want to—I would rather have
done anything than come. But he would have come himself if I hadn’t. And
so——”
“You came to save his life?” suggested Arthur, with a bitter sneer.
She answered him with the simplicity that is above bitterness. “I came
to save you both.”
He looked at her with a certain grimness. “And why didn’t you want to
come?”
Again with absolute directness she answered him. “Because I knew how it
would hurt you to send me away again.”
He swung away from her and again she heard him groan. “This is well
named the place of sacrifice,” he said. “Do you remember the day I first
brought you here? I loved you then, and I knew it was hopeless—utterly
hopeless. It is more so than ever now. I can’t go on. I won’t go on.
This thing has got to stop. God knows I have fought it. You have got to
fight it too,—go on fighting till it dies.”
“It will rise again,” she said.
His hands clenched. “I’ve never been beaten yet,” he said.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account