He stammered no more, having now got into touch with his carefully
prepared phrases. Leaning against the mantelpiece, he spoke in measured
tones, taking a piece of paper from his pocket and referring to it now
and then. Thérèse was no longer frightened; she wanted to laugh: he
was ridiculous,--a purely comic figure. She cared little for what he
was saying in that disgusting accent of his that made every one laugh
except at Saint Clair. She would go. Why all this melodrama? It would
not have mattered in the least if this fool had disappeared from the
ranks of living men. She noticed his ill-kept nails against the paper
that shook in his hands: he had no cuffs on his shirt, he was one of
those absurd oafs who are out of their proper station, and whose lives
are of no value to anything or anybody. It is only from habit that one
attaches infinite importance to a man’s existence. Robespierre was
right: and Napoleon, and Lenin.... He saw her smile: lost his temper,
raised his voice, and she was obliged to listen:
“I’ve got you; do you understand? You will have to obey what the Family
has decided, or else....”
“Or else ... what?”
She no longer troubled to feign indifference: she assumed a tone of
bravado and mockery: “Too late!” she cried. “You have given evidence
in my favour: you can’t go back on it. You will be convicted of
perjury....”
“Another piece of evidence can always be discovered. I have such a
further proof in my desk. There is no statute of limitations for
evidence, thank God!”
She shuddered:
“What do you want of me?” she asked.
He consulted his notes, and for a few seconds Thérèse sat listening to
the stupendous silence of Argelouse. The hour of cock-crow was yet far
off: no living water flowed in that desert, not a breath of wind moved
the countless tree-tops.
“I am not giving way to any personal considerations. I am disregarding
myself: the Family alone counts. The interests of the Family have
always dictated all my decisions. I have consented for the honour of
the Family, to cheat the justice of my country. God will be my judge.”
* * * * *
This pompous tone made Thérèse feel ill. She felt like asking him to
express himself more simply.
“It is of importance, for the sake of the Family, that the world should
think our relations all they should be, and that I should not seem
to throw any doubt upon your innocence. On the other hand, I want to
protect myself as far as possible....”
“Are you afraid of me, Bernard?”
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