One evening Bernard had said to her: “I am only asking you to wait
until Anne’s marriage: we must be seen in company once more by the
whole neighbourhood: after that you will be free.” She had not been
able to sleep during the following night: her joy made her restless and
her eyes would not close. At dawn she heard the innumerable cocks, who
did not seem to be answering each other: they were all crowing together
and filling earth and heaven with their united clamour. Bernard would
let her loose into the world, just as in days gone by he had let loose
on the moors that wild sow he had not been able to tame. When Anne
was at last married, people might say what they liked: Bernard would
fling Thérèse into the depths of Paris and then hurriedly retire; this
was understood between them. There would be no divorce or official
separation; some reason of health would be invented for the sake of
appearances,--“She is never well except when she is travelling.” And
Bernard would render, every All-Saints’ Day, an exact account of the
income from the sale of her resin.
Bernard did not question Thérèse about her plans, let her go and hang
herself somewhere else. “I shan’t have any peace,” he said to his
mother: “until she is off the premises.” And she had replied: “I’ve
no doubt she will take her maiden name again ... however, if she gets
into trouble, you will be dragged into it fast enough.” “But Thérèse,”
he said, “only kicked in harness; no one could be more sensible when
she had her freedom.” In any case, they must take the risk. That was
Monsieur Larroque’s opinion also. All things considered, it was better
that Thérèse should disappear; she would be more quickly forgotten, and
people would get out of the habit of talking about her. Silence was the
essential thing. This notion was so firmly fixed in their minds that
nothing could have uprooted it. They must get Thérèse out of harness;
and how impatient they were to do it!
Thérèse loved to watch the close of winter despoiling the already
barren land, though the oaks had never shed their stubborn mantle of
dead leaves. She discovered that the silence of Argelouse had no real
existence. In the calmest weather the forest moaned like a sorrowing
human soul, and lulled itself to sleep: and the nights were full of a
murmur that never ceased. In her future life; that unimaginable life
before her, there would be dawns so barren that she would perhaps
regret the hour of awakening at Argelouse: that marvellous clamour
of myriad cocks. She would remember, in the summers to come, the
grasshoppers by day and the crickets by night. Paris: no longer the
torn and battered pines, but human beings to be feared: a world of men,
no longer a world of trees.
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