All Bernard wanted now was to get away: but he knew the fantastic
creature too well: hair-splitting was a favourite occupation of hers.
Thérèse, too, realised that her companion, who for one brief second had
come near to her, had again receded into the infinite distance. But
she persisted, called in the aid of her lovely smile, and spoke with
certain low and husky intonations he had always liked.
“But now, Bernard, I feel clearly that the Thérèse who stamps out her
cigarette because a spark will set the undergrowth on fire, the Thérèse
who liked to count the pines, and look after her resin:--the Thérèse
who was proud to marry a Desqueyroux, to hold a place in one of the
best families of the district, glad at last to settle down, as the
phrase goes;--that Thérèse is as real as the other, and as alive: No,
there was no need to sacrifice her to the other.”
“What other?”
She did not know what to answer, and he looked at his watch.
“I must come back sometimes, I suppose, on business ... and to see
Marie,” she said.
“What business? I look after the Family property. You will have your
place at all the official ceremonies at which, for the honour of the
Family and in Marie’s interests, we must be seen together. In as large
a Family as ours there are often weddings, I am glad to say, and
funerals as well. I shall be surprised, for instance, if Uncle Martin
lasts until the autumn: that will be an opportunity, since you seem to
be getting tired of your independence already.”
* * * * *
A policeman on horseback came up with a whistle at his lips, opened an
invisible sluice, and an army of pedestrians hurried across the dark
roadway before the wave of taxis submerged them once more. “I ought to
have gone out one night,” she thought, “on to the great moors of the
South, like Daguerre: I ought to have walked through the stunted pines
of that evil land,--walked until I was exhausted. I should not have had
the courage to keep my head under water in one of the pools, as that
Argelouse shepherd did last year, because his daughter-in-law starved
him. But I could have lain down in the sand and shut my eyes.... It is
true the crows and ants don’t wait until....”
She watched the stream of humanity, that living mass, in which her body
would so soon be plunged and borne helpless away. She could do nothing
now. Bernard pulled out his watch again.
“A quarter to eleven: just time to call at the hotel....”
“You won’t be very warm travelling.”
“No, and I shall have to cover myself up this evening in the car.”
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