Christian women saints -- Fiction; Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; Courtesans -- Fiction; Egypt -- Fiction; Hermits -- Fiction
example to them by the modesty of her acts and words, and seemed like a
statue of purity amongst them. Sometimes she was sad; but those clouds
soon passed. When I saw that she was really drawn towards God by faith,
hope, and love, I did not hesitate to employ her talent, and even her
beauty, for the improvement of her sisters. I asked her to represent
before us the actions of the famous women and wise virgins of the
Scriptures. She acted Esther, Deborah, Judith, Mary, the sister of
Lazarus, and Mary, the mother of Jesus. I know, venerable father, that
thy austere mind is alarmed at the idea of these performances. But thou
thyself wouldest have been touched if thou hadst seen her in these pious
scenes, shedding real tears, and raising to heaven arms graceful as palm
leaves. I have long governed a community of women, and I make it a rule
never to oppose their nature. All seeds give not the same flowers. Not
all souls are sanctified in the same way. It must also not be forgotten
that Thais gave herself to God whilst she was still beautiful, and such
a sacrifice is, if not unexampled, at least very rare. This beauty--her
natural vesture--has not left her during the three months’ fever of
which she is dying. As, during her illness, she has incessantly asked to
see the sky, I have her carried every morning into the courtyard, near
the well, under the old fig tree, in the shade of which the abbesses of
this convent are accustomed to hold their meetings. Thou wilt find her
there, venerable father; but hasten, for God calls her, and this night
a shroud will cover that face which God made both to shame and to edify
this world.”
Paphnutius followed her into a courtyard flooded with the morning light.
On the edge of the brick roofs, the pigeons formed a string of pearls.
On a bed, in the shade of the fig tree, Thais lay quite white, her arms
crossed. By her side stood veiled women, reciting the prayers for the
dying.
_“Have mercy, upon me, O God, according to Thy loving kindness:
according unto the multitude of Thy tender mercies blot out my
transgressions.”_
He called her--
“Thais!”
She raised her eyelids, and turned the whites of her eyes in the
direction of the voice.
Albina made a sign to the veiled women to retire a few paces.
“Thais!” repeated the monk.
She raised her head; a light breath came from her pale lips.
“Is it thou, my father? . . . Dost thou remember the water of the
spring, and the dates that we picked? . . . That day, my father, love
was born in my heart--the love of life eternal.”
She was silent, and her head fell back.
Death was upon her, and the sweat of the last agony bedewed her
forehead. A pigeon broke the still silence with its plaintive cooing.
Then the sobs of the monk mingled with the psalms of the virgins.
_“Wash me thoroughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin. For
I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me.”_
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