That Printer of Udell's: A Story of the Middle WestWright, Harold Bell
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That Printer of Udell's: A Story of the Middle West
Wright, Harold Bell
Christian fiction; Middle West -- Fiction; Printers -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
And so this man of God wrote his friends in the city that he would be
detained a few days, and stayed by the side of the wretched sufferer
in the old cabin in the lonely woods.
The disease was not slow in its work, and before many hours had passed,
it was clear to Cameron that the end was approaching. Frank also
realized that death was not far distant, and his awful fear was pitiful.
"Brother Cameron," he whispered hoarsely, as he held his pastor's hand,
while the old negro crouched by the fire-place smoking his cob pipe.
"I must tell you--I've lived an awful life--people think that I'm a
Christian--but I've lived a lie--"
Then with a look that made Cameron shudder, and in a voice strong with
terror, he screamed, "O God, I shall go to Hell. I shall go to Hell.
Save me, Brother Cameron, save me. I always said that you were a good
fellow. Why do you let me die here like a dog? Don't you know that I
want to live? Here you cursed nigger, go fetch a doctor. I'll haunt
you if you don't. Do as I say."
The colored man chattering in fright, dropped his pipe in the ashes,
and half rose as though to leave the room, but sank back again with
his eyes fixed on Rev. Cameron, who was bending forward, his hand on
the forehead of the dying man.
"God knows all, Frank," said the minister.
"Yes," muttered the other, "God knows all--all--all." Then in a scream
of anguish again, "He has been watching me all the time. He has seen
me everywhere I went. He is here now. Look! don't you see his eyes?
Look! Brother Cameron; look you nigger!--Look there--" He pointed to
one corner of the cabin. "Oh, see those awful eyes,
watching--watching--I have fooled men but I couldn't fool God. _Don't.
Don't._--Oh, Christ, I want to live. Save me--save me--" And he prayed
and plead for Jesus to heal him. "You know you could if you wanted
to," he shouted, profanely; as though the Saviour of men was present
in the flesh. Then to Cameron again, "I must get out of here. Don't
you hear them coming? Let me go I say," as the minister held him back
on the bed. "Let me go. Don't you know that I can't look God in the
face? I tell you, I'm afraid."
For a moment he struggled feebly and then sank back exhausted; but
soon began to talk again; and the minister heard with horror the dark
secrets of his life.
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