That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the DayDehan, Richard
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That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the Day
Dehan, Richard
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"So he went back to the College, fortified by my bit of nervous English,
and worked at his troop for all he was worth. Raked in seventy in the
first month, and kept on raking. He is dandy at drill and organisation,
is Sherbrand. When he left the College they mustered three hundred
strong." The speaker struck his stick upon the turf and said
emphatically: "How it grows!—how the Movement spreads and gathers and
ramifies! Do you know Saxham, that there are moments in my life when I
am tempted to be proud. When rank upon rank of young, fresh, fearless
faces with bright eyes are turned to me. When thousands of active,
lithe, healthy young bodies run out into the open and rally about the
Chief Scout."
There was a mist in the bright eyes that his manliness was not ashamed
of.
"Years ago, when the officer in command of a certain beleaguered
garrison was doing his best to defend it, a great Fear came upon him in
the watches of a particularly anxious night. Perhaps you will guess
what I mean, Saxham? The man had not slept for more weeks than I like to
remember, and the hours of rest in the day-time were hot-eyed staring
horrors of insomnia. He was—up against it! The shrunken lids would not
shut down over his bursting eyeballs, and his jaws were clamped so that
he could not yawn. Then, on this night, his Fear rose up and mopped and
mowed at him, and it had the kind of face that madhouse doctors and
keepers know. He wasn’t ordinarily a ’fearful man,’ like Kipling’s
immortal Bengali, but now he was horribly, sickeningly afraid!"
"I guessed it," said Saxham. "I realised what you were suffering, but I
did not dare to hint my knowledge to you. There was no danger of
madness. But you were certainly on the verge of mental and physical
breakdown."
"And being in such desperate case," said the other, "I prayed to God in
my extremity. I promised Him if He would help me to carry out my duty
to Him, as to my earthly superiors, and those men and women and children
who looked to me as their protector and guide, that I would one day, if
He spared me, build Him a big Temple, made of the little temples that
are the work of His Hands."
"And to-day the Temple is a reality!"
"A grand reality. East, West, North, and South, it spreads and widens
and towers. It is built of boys. Clean-limbed, clean-minded,
self-respecting fellows, scorning vices, eager for service, sensitive in
Honour, chivalrous, patriotic, keen for Truth and Right. It frightens
me, Saxham, when I think what a leaven is working through these boys of
mine, potential fathers of sons in the ripeness of Time, for the
ultimate regeneration of this vicious, degenerate world. It makes me
understand how near old Coleridge got to the live heart of things when
he wrote the _Ancient Mariner_. The service of Almighty God is the love
of your fellow-man. But why to me, and not to another worthier, should
God have given this wonderful, glorious thing to bring about? ..."
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