That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the DayDehan, Richard
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That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the Day
Dehan, Richard
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
It irked her to remember that she had told to the sleepy manservant who
had admitted her at 3 A.M. an absolutely supererogatory falsehood to
account for her return at that belated hour. For Lady Beau wouldn’t
have bothered if you’d arrived with the milkman, so long as you turned
up smiling at her bedside with your fountain-pen, and her coroneted
paper-pad, when she’d had her early grape-fruit, and roll, and coffee,
and was ready to tackle her morning mail.
Patrine must be discreet. Cautious. Must tell no lies of the
unnecessary kind. For even though von Herrnung had been removed, just
when his attitude had become formidable and menacing—there might yet be
pitfalls of her own digging to brave and shun.
Pitfalls ... Perils ... As she lay wakeful, conscious through shut
eyelids of the white mouldings of the ceiling her face was turned to,
suddenly a keen sharp terror ran her through. She had heard her own
voice say to von Herrnung:
"My God! Can’t you understand that I ask nothing better than never to
see nor hear of you again!"
He had mocked her with his hateful smile, and she had not understood.
"Under no—possible conditions? Just think a bit, my dear! Because—to
burn one’s boats behind one—that is not prudent at all!"
And later:
"You give me to understand that whatever happens—_whatever happens_—you
will have nothing more to do with me?"
Idiot!—besotted idiot! She leaped up in the bed, visualising the peril,
clearly as though a shutter had snapped back within her brain. Horror
froze her, realising the shame she might live to bring upon those who
loved Patrine. Uncle Owen ... Lynette ... Bawne....
Mildred and Irma were minor considerations, shadowy silhouettes,
negative quantities. Neither Irma nor Mildred had ever loved Patrine.
Dad had though. Poor, dear Dad! She was glad he wasn’t alive now. And
Margot ... Would Kittums cut one if—that happened? And—Sherbrand! A
blush burned over her, and she flung herself face downwards, burying her
scorching face among the pillows, stifling the scream that the sheer
torture wrung from her, by nipping a fold of the smooth linen in her
teeth.
So she lay and writhed on the red-hot griddle of her anguished
recollection, until a neat housemaid knocked at the door and brought her
morning tea. And as she set down the emptied cup, someone else knocked,
and opened the door softly, and Patrine turned—to meet the look of
Lynette.
And then, though her struggling conscience warned her that she was
unworthy to be held in arms so pure, she cried out wildly, and felt
herself enfolded, and the fierce emotional tumult within her broke forth
in wild sobs and drenching tears. She heard herself saying:
"I would have given my life over and over to have saved you from grief
like this!"
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