That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the DayDehan, Richard
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That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the Day
Dehan, Richard
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"Very!"
"H’mm!" said the dry cough. "What is his religion?"
"He is a Catholic."
"H’mm! ... A devout Catholic?"
"He seems—awfully keen on his Church!"
A silence had followed, during which the beating of Patrine’s heart and
the singing of the blood in her ears had seemed to fill the clean little
wooden place. Then:
"Do you intend to tell this keen Catholic," asked the merciless voice,
"that you do not come to him—pure?"
"No! ... At least..." The heave of her bosom against the little shelf
before the lattice made the dry wood quiver and creak. A deep sigh
broke from her. The priest’s voice continued:
"You have made it quite clear why you have applied to me. To be
encouraged not to tell! But even for your own sake I advise you to make
confession. Do you expect God’s blessing upon a marriage that is—upon
your side—a fraud?"
"Men aren’t angels!" Patrine burst out rebelliously. "How do I know that
he—Yes, I do know!"
His face had risen up before her, and his voice was in her ears saying
with that note of gladness in it: "I come to you clean!" and shame and
compunction choked her, as she added:
"He’s straighter than I should have believed it possible for any man to
be."
"H’mm!" The dry hacking old man’s cough came again. He sniffed twice,
sharply. Now he was speaking again.
"You have not known many—or any Catholic men before this one. Your
doubt as to the existence of masculine purity proves with what type of
persons you have hitherto mixed. For your own sake you will be wise to
tell the truth to this gentleman. If you loved him you would tell him
for his. Now you must leave. I have given you too much time as it is.
Repeat after me as I dictate." He clasped the withered hands and began
briskly: "_Oh, my God——_"
After a brief ineffectual hesitation, Patrine echoed him. He went on
trailing after him a voice that stumbled and dragged:
"_Oh, my God! I am very sorry that I have offended Thee by the sin of
fornication, and have yielded up my body to uncleanness, instead of
keeping myself pure as Thou commandest. I beseech Thee for the love of
Thy Son my Saviour Jesus Christ to bestow upon me the grace of a genuine
sorrow for my sin; and while I implore that Thou wouldst mercifully
spare me the ruin and disgrace I have merited by my own act, I
faithfully promise Thee to profit by the bitter lesson I have learned.
But if I find myself as the natural consequence of my wickedness——_"
"_—of my wickedness——_"
The dragging echo failed. A mist came before her eyes.
"Go on," said the stern voice from the other side of the grating. It
went on dictating:
"_But if I find myself as the natural consequence of my sinfulness about
to be the mother of a child, I vow not to be guilty of any violence to
the innocent. But to bear my bitter punishment meekly, as coming from
Thy Hand. Amen._"
She said the words. He blessed her with some such words as these:
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