The 13th District: A Story of a CandidateWhitlock, Brand
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The 13th District: A Story of a Candidate
Whitlock, Brand
Didactic fiction; Elections -- Fiction; Political campaigns -- Fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
But the revelation of that passionate moment had not been lost. It
was to her, sure and certain. She could not doubt it. That Jerome had
taken it all as he had could make no difference now to her. For the
revelation had solved her problem, made her duty clear, and that was
enough. The results of the solution had not been those of her heart's
desire, but she could wait for that, for now she beheld the light of a
new theory, a new ideal, that quickly glowed into an incandescence that
illumined her whole soul. Loving Jerome still, she must live for him
still, and this without any regard to what attitude he might take.
Her own happiness was of no importance; it must come, if at all, as
a secondary and indirect result. The old ideal and the old ambition
had been, after all, but selfish, and so had failed not only of
realization, but of that nobler success that comes through failure in
the high endeavors of life. She saw it all clearly now; when they had
together dreamed of a career, it was not with the idea of being of real
help to those about them, but merely of lifting themselves to some
place that would distinguish them artificially from those about them.
And in time, pondering on her relations to others in the world besides
Jerome, she found that what was true of her relation to him was true of
her relations to them; that her duty was to live for them as well as
for him.
Here was at last a worthy plan of existence, an ideal, not of self,
but service. It was simple when she put it to herself in this literal
way, so very simple that it was almost trite, yet she had a conviction
that it was none the less mightily true. She would not judge Jerome,
but love him; she would not expose his faults, but cover them with a
mantle of charity; a mantle so wide that it would cover as well all
others groping through the world with their sins and their sufferings,
their pitiable failures and their lamentable mistakes, and if, even
by the slow and loving work of years, she could win Jerome in time to
this new ideal that had arisen out of her darkness as the light of an
autumn morning without clouds after long days of rain, then, indeed,
could his talents worthily be devoted to the people he already thought
he loved. Now she had found the faith in life so necessary to her
existence. It was a new and better faith, and she could wait long and
patiently, if need be, for its complete fulfilment.
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