The abandoned farm, and Connie's mistakeHolmes, Mary Jane
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The abandoned farm, and Connie's mistake
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 20th century
“I _must_ call you Kenneth for once,” she said. “I wanted to all the
time, but you seemed so big and so tall, with whiskers, and the boy
Kenneth’s face was so smooth, and I thought maybe you wouldn’t like it,
and I am fourteen, and must drop all my childish manners, auntie says.
She tells me to be womanly, and not say out all I think and feel, and I
do try to, and I have been trained into a kind of automaton; but it’s so
hard, especially here, where I haven’t acted myself. But don’t think
I’ve forgotten, for I haven’t. I remember the week spent here, and know
I was a very pert, forward child, asking questions I ought not to have
asked, and telling everything I knew. Don’t stop me,” she continued, as
Kenneth began to protest. “I know what I did, and am ashamed of some
things, but was so happy with the cats and in the barn and on that sled,
and at the Christmas tree. Oh, that tree! How many times I have dreamed
of it, and of the boy who gave everything and had nothing for himself.”
“Yes, I had,” Kenneth interrupted eagerly. “I had _you_! Don’t you
remember? You called me up and gave yourself to me, and I said I’d keep
you forever!”
There was a good deal of the woman in the young girl of fourteen and the
bright color flamed into her cheeks as she replied:
“I was a child, and did not know any better. I have taken it back.”
“No, Connie. Don’t do that,” Kenneth said, impulsively, and laid his
hand on hers.
For a moment Connie’s clear blue eyes looked at him with something like
rebuke in them; then, with a toss of her head, which made her like the
Connie of the sled, she said:
“It isn’t worth having. I am not what I was then. I have been moulded
and trained till there is but little left of the Connie you used to
know, though in some things I am unchanged. I told you you were the
‘_bestest boy_’ and had the ‘_goodest face_’ I ever saw, and—and—I think
so still.”
The moon was shining full upon her, bringing out every point of her
beauty, and Kenneth might have stooped and kissed her, as he did when
she first told him her opinion of him, had it not been that just then
the mail carrier from the post-office at The 4 Corners came down the
hill:
“Hallo!” he called, stopping suddenly as he recognized Connie, who he
knew had been spending the day at the farmhouse, and was presumably
bound for the train. “If either of you is goin’ to the cars, you haven’t
much time to spare. Better climb in here.”
“I must not be left. Let’s get in!” Connie exclaimed, and they were soon
driving rapidly to the station, which they reached just as the train
came up, and Mrs. Hart’s face looked from the window in quest of Connie.
There was only time for a hurried good-by, and then the train sped on
its way, and Connie was gone for a second time.
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