British -- Asia -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction
“H’m, well--within limits,” said Sir Dugald.
CHAPTER XX.
THE ISLE OF AVILION.
“Miss Sahib, the Doctor Sahib!”
“The door is shut,” said Penelope hastily; but Dr Tarleton had
followed the servant up the stairs, and now stood on the house-top
confronting her. She glanced wildly round for a way of escape, but
there was none, and she was obliged to go forward and hold out a
nerveless hand to him. He looked her steadily in the face.
“It’s no good trying to run away from me, Miss Ross. I was determined
to see you.”
“Thank you, but there is nothing the matter with me,” wilfully
misunderstanding him.
“Not with you, perhaps, but with other people.” He sat down,
uninvited.
“Oh, if I can be of any use----” but she spoke listlessly, and her
eyes had sought the mountains again.
The doctor regarded her with a kind of restrained fury. “It makes
one’s blood boil,” he burst out, “to see a man--old enough to know
better, too--breaking his heart over a girl’s silly whims, and then to
find the girl absolutely wrapped up in herself and her own selfish
sorrow!”
“Are you speaking of me?” asked Penelope, turning to him in
astonishment. She could scarcely believe her ears.
“I am, and of the Chief. How dare you treat him in this way? Isn’t it
enough for a man to have the whole military and civil charge of the
district, and the burden of keeping the peace all along this frontier,
upon his shoulders, without his work being made harder by the woman
who ought to help him? Do you know that he worries himself about you
to such an extent that it interferes with his work?”
“I didn’t know---- What do you mean? Did he tell you?” stammered
Penelope, utterly confounded by this attack.
“Tell me? Do you know him no better than that? Of course not. But I
have eyes, and Keeling and I have been friends for five-and-twenty
years. Do you expect me to be blind when I know he can’t settle to
anything, and snaps at every one who comes near him, and contradicts
his own orders, and rides all night instead of taking proper rest?
Don’t pretend it’s not your fault. You know it is. For some reason or
other he does you the honour to care for you, and you won’t see him or
speak to him or send him a message, until he takes it into his head
that he has mortally offended you--how or why, you know best.”
“I didn’t know,” murmured Penelope again. “Oh, but you must be
mistaken. It isn’t like him. Why should he care so much--all because
of me?”
“Don’t know, I’m sure. Some men are made that way,” said the doctor
grimly. “But there it is. And you, who ought to be on your knees
thanking God for the love of such a man, are doing your best to drive
him mad. What is a woman’s heart made of? Don’t you see what an honour
it is for you that he should even have thought of you? Don’t let me
see you laugh. Don’t dare.”
“I--I’m not laughing,” she faltered hysterically. “But--but--oh, why
didn’t he come himself instead of sending you? I never thought----”
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