The Adventures of Gil Blas of Santillane, Volume 2 (of 3)Le Sage, Alain René
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The Adventures of Gil Blas of Santillane, Volume 2 (of 3)
Le Sage, Alain René
Adventure and adventurers -- Fiction; Blas, Gil (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
On looking into the day-book of my conscience, the balance was not
sufficiently in my favor to keep me in good humor with myself. I
felt remorse at having lent myself to Laura's imposition. It was in
vain to urge, in self-defence, that I could not, with any decency,
give the lie to a girl who had no object in view but to do me a
pleasure, and that I was in some sort under the necessity of becoming
an accomplice in the fraud. This was a paltry excuse in the darkness
of the night, for I pleaded against myself that at all events the
matter should be pushed no farther, and that it was the summit of
impudence to remain upon the establishment of a nobleman whose
confidence I so ill repaid. In short, after a severe trial, it was
agreed in my own breast, that I was very little short of an arrant
knave.
But to have done with the morality of the act, and pass on to the
probable issue, it was evidently playing a desperate game, to cozen a
man of consequence, who might be enabled, as an instrument for the
visitation of my sins perhaps, to detect the imposture in its very
infancy. A reflection at once so prudent and so virtuous acted as a
refrigerator on my spirits; but visions of pleasure and of interest
soon raised them again above the freezing point. Besides, the
prophecy of the man with the elixir would have been enough to put me
in heart once more. I therefore gave myself up to the indulgence of
the most agreeable fancies. All the rules of arithmetic, from simple
addition to compound interest, were set in array, to cast up what sum
my salary would amount to at the end of ten years' service. Then
there was a large allowance for presents and gratuities from my
master, whose liberal disposition according admirably with my liberal
desires, my imagination grew quite fantastical, and extended the
landmarks of my fortune over innumerable acres of unsubstantial
territory. Sleep overtook me in the calculation, and raised a
magnificent aerial mansion on the estate, where a new race of
grandees was to originate. I got up the next morning about eight
o'clock to go and receive my patron's orders; but as I was opening my
door to go out, what was my surprise at meeting him in his
wrapping-gown and night-cap! He was quite alone. Gil Blas, said he,
on parting with your sister last night, I promised to pass this
morning with her; but an affair of consequence will not admit of my
keeping my word. Go and assure her from me that I am deeply
mortified at the disappointment, but that I shall certainly sup with
her to-night. That is not all, added he, putting a purse into my
hands and a little shagreen case set round with diamonds; carry her
my portrait, and keep this purse of fifty pistoles, which I give you
as a mark of my early-conceived friendship. I took the picture in
one hand, and in the other the purse to which I was so little
entitled. I put my best leg foremost in my way to Laura, muttering
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