The Adventures of Gil Blas of Santillane, Volume 3 (of 3)Le Sage, Alain René
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The Adventures of Gil Blas of Santillane, Volume 3 (of 3)
Le Sage, Alain René
Adventure and adventurers -- Fiction; Blas, Gil (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
On this intelligence, which made me feel some compunctious yearnings
of nature, I left Bertrand with my stud and baggage at the inn: then,
with my secretary at my heels, who would not desert me in my time of
need, I repaired to my uncle's house. The moment I came within my
mother's reach, a natural emotion of maternal instinct unfolded to
her who I was, before her eyes could possibly have run over the
traces of my countenance. Son, said she, with a melancholy
expression, after having embraced me, come and be present at your
father's death; your visit is just in time to take in all the piteous
circumstances of so deplorable an event. With this heart-rending
reception, she led me by the hand into a chamber where the wretched
Blas of Santillane, stretched on a comfortless bed, in cold and
dismal accord with the thinness of his fortunes, was just entering on
the last great act of human nature. Though surrounded by the shades
of death, he was not quite unconscious of what was passing about him.
My dearest friend, said my mother, here is your son Gil Blas, who
entreats your forgiveness for all his undutiful behavior, and is come
to ask your blessing before you die. At these tidings my father
opened his eyes, which were on the point of closing forever: he fixed
them upon me, and reading in my countenance, notwithstanding the
awful brink on which he stood, that I was a sincere mourner for his
loss, his feelings were recalled to sympathy by my sorrow. He even
made an attempt to speak, but his strength was too much exhausted. I
took one of his hands in mine, and while I bathed it with my tears,
in speechless agony of soul, he breathed his last, as if he had only
waited my arrival to pay the debt of nature, and wing his way to
scenes of untried being.
This event had been too long present to my mother's mind to overwhelm
her with any unparalleled affliction. Perhaps it sat more heavily on
me than on her, though my father had never in his life given me any
reason to feel for him as a father. But besides that mere filial
instinct would have made me weep over his cold remains, I reproached
myself with not having contributed to the comfort of his latter days;
then, when I considered what a hard-hearted villain I had been, I
seemed to myself like a monster of ingratitude, or rather like an
impious parricide. My uncle, whom I afterwards saw lying at his
length on another wretched couch, and in a most lamentable pickle,
made me experience fresh agonies of upbraiding conscience. Unnatural
son! said I, communing with my own uneasy thoughts, behold the
chastisement of heaven upon thy sins in the disconsolate condition of
thy nearest relations. Hadst thou but thrown to them the superflux
of that abundance in which before thy imprisonment thou rolledst,
thou mightest have procured for them those little comforts which thy
uncle's ecclesiastical pittance was too scanty to furnish, and
perhaps have lengthened out the term of thy father's life.
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