The Adventures of Gil Blas of Santillane, Volume 3 (of 3)Le Sage, Alain René
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The Adventures of Gil Blas of Santillane, Volume 3 (of 3)
Le Sage, Alain René
Adventure and adventurers -- Fiction; Blas, Gil (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
While making these observations, we fell into a train of thought
which became like manna to the hungry and thirsty soul: we compared
our habits of life with the employments of these holy men, and the
wide difference between our spiritual conditions filled us with
confusion and affright. Lamela, said Don Raphael, as we went out of
church, how do you stand affected by what we have just seen? For my
part, there is no disguising the truth; my mind is ill at ease.
Emotions new and indescribable are rushing upon my mind; and, for the
first time in my life, I reproach myself with the wickedness of my
past actions. I am just in the same temper of soul, answered I; my
iniquities are all drawn up in array against me; they beset me, they
stare me in the face; my heart, hitherto proof against all the arrows
of remorse, is at this moment shot through and through, torn and
disfigured, tormented and destroyed. Ah! my dear Ambrose, resumed my
partner, we are two stray sheep, whom our heavenly Father, in mercy,
would lead back gently to the fold. It is he himself, my child, it
is he who warns and guides us. Let us not be deaf to the call of his
voice; let us abandon all our wicked courses; let us begin from this
day to work out our salvation with diligence and in the spirit of
repentance: we had better spend the remainder of our days in this
convent, and consecrate them to penitence and devotion.
I applauded Raphael's sentiment, continued brother Ambrose, and we
formed the glorious resolution of becoming Carthusians. To carry it
into effect, we applied to the venerable prior, who was no sooner
made acquainted with our purpose, than, to ascertain whether our call
was from the world above or the world beneath, he appointed us to
cells, and all the strictness of monkish discipline, for a whole
year. We acted up to the rules with equal regularity and fortitude,
and, by way of reward, were admitted among the novices. Our
condition was so much what we wished it, and our hearts were so full
of religious zeal, that we underwent the toils of our novitiate with
unflinching courage. When that was over, we professed; after which,
Don Raphael, appearing admirably well qualified, both by natural
talent and various experience, for the management of secular
concerns, was chosen assistant to an old friar who was at that time
proctor. The son of Lucinda would infinitely have preferred
dedicating every remaining moment of his existence to prayer; but he
found it necessary to sacrifice his taste for devotion, in
furtherance of the general prosperity. He entered with so much zeal
and knowledge into the interests of the house, that he was considered
as the most eligible person to succeed the old proctor, who died
three years afterwards. Don Raphael accordingly fills that office at
present; and it may be truly said that he discharges his duty to the
entire satisfaction of all our fathers, who praise in the highest
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