The Adventures of Harry Richmond — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Adventures of Harry Richmond — Complete
Meredith, George
Adventure and adventurers -- Fiction
'Enough. My thanks to heaven for it! But consider—a pledge of fidelity
that should be my secret angel about me in trouble and trial; my wedded
soul! She cannot falter, she is mine for ever, she guides me, holds me
to work, inspirits me!—she is secure from temptation, from threats,
from everything—nothing can touch, nothing move her, she is mine! I
mean, an attested word, a form, that is—a betrothal. For me to say—my
beloved and my betrothed! You hear that? Beloved! is a lonely
word:—betrothed! carries us joined up to death. Would you?—I do but ask
to know that you would. To-morrow I am loose in the world, and there's
a darkness in the thought of it almost too terrible. Would you?—one
sworn word that gives me my bride, let men do what they may! I go then
singing to battle—sure!—Remember, it is but the question whether you
would.'
'Harry, I would, and will,' she said, her lips shuddering—'wait'—for a
cry of joy escaped me—'I will—look you me in the eyes and tell me you
have a doubt of me.'
I looked: she swam in a mist.
We had our full draught of the divine self-oblivion which floated those
ghosts of the two immortal lovers through the bounds of their
purgatorial circle, and for us to whom the minutes were ages, as for
them to whom all time was unmarked, the power of supreme love swept out
circumstance. Such embraces cast the soul beyond happiness, into no
known region of sadness, but we drew apart sadly, even as that involved
pair of bleeding recollections looked on the life lost to them. I knew
well what a height she dropped from when the senses took fire. She
raised me to learn how little of fretful thirst and its reputed
voracity remains with love when it has been met midway in air by a
winged mate able to sustain, unable to descend farther.
And it was before a witness, though unviewed by us.
The farewell had come. Her voice was humbled.
Never, I said, delighting in the now conscious bravery of her eyes
engaging mine, shadowy with the struggle, I would never doubt her, and
I renounced all pledges. To be clear in my own sight as well as in
hers, I made mention of the half-formed conspiracy to obtain her
plighted troth in a binding manner. It was not necessary for me to
excuse myself; she did that, saying, 'Could there be a greater proof of
my darling's unhappiness? I am to blame.'
We closed hands for parting. She hesitated and asked if my father was
awake; then promptly to my answer:
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