The Adventures of Harry Richmond — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Adventures of Harry Richmond — Complete
Meredith, George
Adventure and adventurers -- Fiction
By degrees my grandfather got used to me, and commenced saying in
approval of certain of my performances, 'There's Beltham in
that—Beltham in that!' Once out hunting, I took a nasty hedge and ditch
in front of him; he bawled proudly, 'Beltham all over!' and praised me.
At night, drinking claret, he said on a sudden, 'And, egad, Harry, you
must jump your head across hedges and ditches, my little fellow. It
won't do, in these confounded days, to have you clever all at the wrong
end. In my time, good in the saddle was good for everything; but now
you must get your brains where you can—pick here, pick there—and sell
'em like a huckster; some do. Nature's gone—it's damned artifice rules,
I tell ye; and a squire of our country must be three parts lawyer to
keep his own. You must learn; by God, sir, you must cogitate; you must
stew at books and maps, or you'll have some infernal upstart taking the
lead of you, and leaving you nothing but the whiff of his tail.' He
concluded, 'I'm glad to see you toss down your claret, my boy.'
Thus I grew in his favour, till I heard from him that I was to be the
heir of Riversley and his estates, but on one condition, which he did
not then mention. If I might have spoken to him of my father, I should
have loved him. As it was, I liked old Sewis better, for he would talk
to me of the night when my father carried me away, and though he never
uttered the flattering words I longed to hear, he repeated the story
often, and made the red hall glow with beams of my father's image. My
walks and rides were divided between the road he must have followed
toward London, bearing me in his arms, and the vacant place of Kiomi's
camp. Kiomi stood for freedom, pointing into the darkness I wished to
penetrate that I might find him. If I spoke of him to my aunt she
trembled. She said, 'Yes, Harry, tell me all you are thinking about,
whatever you want to know'; but her excessive trembling checked me, and
I kept my feelings to myself—a boy with a puzzle in his head and hunger
in his heart. At times I rode out to the utmost limit of the hour
giving me the proper number of minutes to race back and dress for
dinner at the squire's table, and a great wrestling I had with myself
to turn my little horse's head from hills and valleys lying East; they
seemed to have the secret of my father. Blank enough they looked if
ever I despaired of their knowing more than I. My Winter and Summer
were the moods of my mind constantly shifting. I would have a week of
the belief that he was near Riversley, calling for me; a week of the
fear that he was dead; long dreams of him, as travelling through
foreign countries, patting the foreheads of boys and girls on his way;
or driving radiantly, and people bowing. Radiantly, I say: had there
been touches of colour in these visions, I should have been lured off
in pursuit of him. The dreams passed colourlessly; I put colouring
touches to the figures seen in them afterward, when I was cooler, and
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