"Have you not been telling me of your secret love for her?" answered
Miss Patty, who again turned her thoughts to the champagne.
"Love for ~her~? No! nothing of the kind."
"What! and not spoken about your grief when I told you that Frederick
Delaval had proposed to her, and had been accepted?"
"Proposed to ~her~?" cried Verdant, in a kind of dreamy swoon.
"Yes! to whom else do you suppose he would propose?"
"To ~you~!"
"To ME!"
"Yes, to you! Why, have you not been telling me that you were engaged
to him?"
"Telling you that ~I~ was engaged to Fred!" rejoined Miss Patty.
"Why, what could put such an idea into your head? Fred is engaged to
Kitty. You asked me if it was not so; and I told you, yes, but that
it was a secret at present. Why, then of whom were ~you~ talking?"
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"Of ~you~!"
"Of ~me~?"
"Yes, of you!" And the scales fell from the eyes of both, and they saw
their mutual mistake.
There was a silence, which Verdant was the first to break.
"It seems that love is really blind. I now perceive how we have been
playing at cross questions and crooked answers. When I asked you
about Mr. Delaval, my thoughts were wholly of you, and I spoke of
you, and not of your sister, as you imagined; and I fancied that you
answered not for your sister but for yourself. When I spoke of my
attachment, it did not refer to your sister, but to you."
"To me?" softly said Miss Patty, as a delicious tremor stole over
her. "To you, and to you alone," answered Verdant. The great
stumbling-block of his doubts was now removed, and his way lay clear
before him. Then, after a momentary pause to nerve his
determination, and without further prelude, or beating about the
bush, he said, "Patty - my dear Miss Honeywood - I love you! do you
love me?"
There it was at last! The dreaded question over which he had passed
so many hours of thought, was at length spoken. The elaborate
sentences that he had devised for its introduction, had all been
forgotten; and his artificial flowers of oratory had been exchanged
for those simpler blossoms of honesty and truth - "I love you - do
you love me?" He had imagined that he should put the question to her
when they were alone in some quiet room; or, better still, when they
were wandering together in some sequestered garden walk or shady
lane; and, now, here he had unexpectedly, and undesignedly, found his
opportunity at a pic-nic dinner, with half a hundred people close
beside him, and his ears assaulted with a songster's praises of
piracy and murder. Strange accompaniments to a declaration of the
tender passion! But, like others before him, he had found that there
was no such privacy as that of a crowd - the fear of interruption
probably adding a spur to determination, while the laughter and busy
talking of others assist to fill up awkward pauses of agitation in
the converse of the loving couple.
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