"I have little longer to live. It would be worthwhile if, in that hour
left to me, I could complete the task of extinction--or at least enable
you to do so. If one of you is willing to take the risk, I will do what
I can."
"No risk is too great! But what can be done?"
"As far as I know, it has never been attempted, but perhaps my own
_abasa_ could be transferred to you."
Dreyer translated the offer, his glance going from Illia to Underwood.
Something of hope seemed to come again into his eyes.
Underwood caught his breath sharply. "A set of fully developed _abasa_
transferred to my own body! There would be one of us to meet Demarzule
on his own level. Illia--"
Her face was suddenly white. "It's impossible, Del! I couldn't perform
such an operation without any previous study with their anatomy. I
can't do it!"
"It's got to be done, Illia. I'll take a chance on your skill."
"That's an utterly ridiculous statement. I have no skill in a case like
this. Tell him, Dr. Dreyer. He can't expect that much of me."
"I don't know, Illia," said the semanticist. "It seems to me that you
are confusing your analysis by your own personal emotions. You cannot
be evaluating properly under such conditions."
She bit her lips to hold back a further outburst. Then, at last she
said, "Don't ask the impossible of me, Del. I saw the way they split
the nerves in the operation we watched. It couldn't be done without
long practise. Most of all, I couldn't do it to you."
As if sensing the meaning of their argument, Jandro spoke suddenly.
"You will have great difficulty in making a successful installation
because you are unfamiliar with the anatomy of the _abasa_, true, but
I can help. I can guide and direct your hands up to the very point of
cutting the nerves to the _tri-abasa_. You shall succeed if you allow
me to guide you."
* * * * *
Underwood kept his eyes upon Illia. Her face was as pale as her shining
hair.
"I'll try, Del," she said.
News of the projected experiment sped swiftly through the ship, and
its significance was greeted with awed incomprehension as if Underwood
has suddenly stepped from their midst into a misty realm beyond their
reach. And their awe was magnified by the knowledge that it could very
well mean death.
Within minutes of the decision, assistants were rolling the tables
bearing the white sheeted forms of Underwood and Jandro into the
surgery.
A strange peace, a sort of ecstasy, seemed to have come over Jandro.
Underwood had seen and heard of resignation in the face of death, but
never such serenity as possessed Jandro. It had a calming effect upon
Underwood and he shed the thoughts of his own possible death or maiming
as a result of the strange operation. He thought only of the mission
that would be his once he owned the powers of the Dragbora.
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