They dined together every night, very modestly, sitting in some crowded restaurant perhaps, but seeing little but each other. Sara Lee had bought a new hat in London--black, of course, but faced with white. He adored her in it. He would sit for long moments, his elbows propped on the table, his blond hair gleaming in the candlelight, and watch her. "I wonder," he said once, "if you had never met him would you have loved me?" "I do love you, Henri." "I don't want that sort of love." And he had turned his head away. But one evening he called for her at Morley's, a white and crushed boy, needing all that she could give him and much more. He came as a man goes to the woman he loves when he is in trouble, much as a child to his mother. Sara Lee, coming down to the reception room, found him alone there, walking rapidly up and down. He turned desperate eyes on her. "I have brought bad news," he said abruptly. "The little house--" "I do not know. I ran away, mademoiselle. I am a traitor. And the Germans broke through last night." "Henri!" "They broke through. We were not ready. That is what I have done." "Don't you think," Sara Lee said in a frozen voice, "that is what I have done? I let you come." "You? You are taking the blame? Mademoiselle, I have enough to bear without that." He explained further, still standing in his rigid attitude. If he had been white before at times he was ghastly now. It had not been an attack in force. A small number had got across and had penetrated beyond the railway line. There had been hand-to-hand fighting in the road beyond the poplars. But it looked more like an experiment, an endeavor to discover the possibility of a real advance through the inundation; or perhaps a feint to cover operations elsewhere. "For every life lost I am responsible," he ended in a flat and lifeless tone. "But you might not have known," she protested wildly. "Even if you had been there, Henri, you might not have known." She knew something of war by that time. "How could you have told that a small movement of troops was to take place?" "I should have been there." "But--if they came without warning?" "I did not tell you," he said, looking away from her. "There had been a warning. I disregarded it." He went back to Belgium that night. Sara Lee, at the last, held out her hand. She was terrified for him, and she showed it. "I shall not touch your hand," he said. "I have forfeited my right to do that." Then, seeing what was in her face, he reassured her. "I shall not do _that_," he said. "It would be easier. But I shall have to go back and see what can be done." He was the old Henri to the last, however. He went carefully over her steamship ticket, and inquired with equal care into the amount of money she had. "It will take you home?" he asked. "Very comfortably, Henri." "It seems very little." Then he said, apropos of nothing: "Poor Jean!"