English fiction -- 19th century; Marriage -- Fiction
‘Entering Nancy I subscribed to the dictum of our first fathers, which
dogs would deliver, if they could speak: that there is no driver like
stomach: and I went head on to the College, saw the Principal: plea of
urgency. No engagement possible, to teach either French or English. But
he was inquisitive touching the urgency. That was my chance. The French
are humane when they are not suspicious of you. They are generous, if
you put a light to their minds. As I was dealing with a scholarly one,
I made use of such ornamental literary skill as I possessed, to prove
urgency. He supplied me with bread, fruit, and wine. In the end he
procured me pupils. I lodged over a baker’s shop. I had food walks, and
learnt something of forestry there--a taking study. When I had saved
enough to tramp it home, I said my adieux to that good friend and
tramped away, entering London with about the same amount in small coin
as when I entered Nancy. A manner of exactly hitting the mark, that some
would not find so satisfactory as it is to me.’
The minister sighed. ‘There comes in the “philosophy,” I suppose. When
will you understand, that this “philosophy” is only the passive of a
religious faith? It seems to suit you gentlemen of the road while
you are young. Work among the Whitechapel poor. It would be a way for
discovering the shallows of your “philosophy” earlier.’
Gower asked him: ‘Going badly here, sir?’
‘Murders, robberies, misusage of women, and misconduct of women!--Drink,
in short: about the same amount. Drink is their death’s river, rolling
them on helpless as corpses, on to--may they find mercy! I and a few
stand--it’s in the tide we stand here, to stop them, pluck them out,
make life a bit sweet to them before the poor bodies go beneath. But
come! all’s not dark, we have our gleams. I speak distressed by one
of our girls: a good girl, I believe; and the wilfullest that ever had
command of her legs. A well-favoured girl! You’ll laugh, she has given
her heart to a prize-fighter. Well, you can say, she might have chosen
worse. He drinks, she hates it; she loves the man and hates his vice. He
swears amendment, is hiccupping at night; fights a match on the morrow,
and gets beaten out of formation. No matter: whenever, wherever, that
man goes to his fight, that girl follows to nurse him after it. He’s
her hero. Women will have one, and it’s their lottery. You read of such
things; here we have it alive and walking. I am led to think they ‘re an
honest couple. They come of established families. Her mother was out
of Caermarthen; died under my ministration, saintly, forgiving the
drunkard. You may remember the greengrocer, Tobias Winch? He passed away
in shrieks for one drop. I had to pitch my voice to the top notes to get
hearing for the hymn. He was a reverent man, with the craving by fits.
That should have been a lesson to Madge.’
‘A little girl at the greengrocer’s hard by? She sold me apples; rather
pretty,’ said Gower.
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