Americans -- France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Their eyes, on this proposition, continued to meet, but Chad’s pleasant
and bold, never flinched for a moment. He got up at last and he said
something with which Strether was struck. “She wouldn’t understand her,
but that makes no difference. Madame de Vionnet would like to see her.
She’d like to be charming to her. She believes she could work it.”
Strether thought a moment, affected by this, but finally turning away.
“She couldn’t!”
“You’re quite sure?” Chad asked.
“Well, risk it if you like!”
Strether, who uttered this with serenity, had urged a plea for their
now getting into the air; but the young man still waited. “Have you
sent your answer?”
“No, I’ve done nothing yet.”
“Were you waiting to see me?”
“No, not that.”
“Only waiting”—and Chad, with this, had a smile for him—“to see Miss
Gostrey?”
“No—not even Miss Gostrey. I wasn’t waiting to see any one. I had only
waited, till now, to make up my mind—in complete solitude; and, since I
of course absolutely owe you the information, was on the point of going
out with it quite made up. Have therefore a little more patience with
me. Remember,” Strether went on, “that that’s what you originally asked
_me_ to have. I’ve had it, you see, and you see what has come of it.
Stay on with me.”
Chad looked grave. “How much longer?”
“Well, till I make you a sign. I can’t myself, you know, at the best,
or at the worst, stay for ever. Let the Pococks come,” Strether
repeated.
“Because it gains you time?”
“Yes—it gains me time.”
Chad, as if it still puzzled him, waited a minute. “You don’t want to
get back to Mother?”
“Not just yet. I’m not ready.”
“You feel,” Chad asked in a tone of his own, “the charm of life over
here?”
“Immensely.” Strether faced it. “You’ve helped me so to feel it that
that surely needn’t surprise you.”
“No, it doesn’t surprise me, and I’m delighted. But what, my dear man,”
Chad went on with conscious queerness, “does it all lead to for you?”
The change of position and of relation, for each, was so oddly betrayed
in the question that Chad laughed out as soon as he had uttered
it—which made Strether also laugh. “Well, to my having a certitude that
has been tested—that has passed through the fire. But oh,” he couldn’t
help breaking out, “if within my first month here you had been willing
to move with me—!”
“Well?” said Chad, while he broke down as for weight of thought.
“Well, we should have been over there by now.”
“Ah but you wouldn’t have had your fun!”
“I should have had a month of it; and I’m having now, if you want to
know,” Strether continued, “enough to last me for the rest of my days.”
Chad looked amused and interested, yet still somewhat in the dark;
partly perhaps because Strether’s estimate of fun had required of him
from the first a good deal of elucidation. “It wouldn’t do if I left
you—?”
“Left me?”—Strether remained blank.
“Only for a month or two—time to go and come. Madame de Vionnet,” Chad
smiled, “would look after you in the interval.”
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