Americans -- England -- Fiction; West Country (England) -- Fiction
"No," he said; "I'm a gentleman at least. I cannot marry
her now, and I will not. Fate has cast me into the world and
has given me good blood, but it has denied the only thing that
makes blood worth having. She can never be my wife; yet I
may fight for her against the world; I may serve her well, please
Heaven."
"Bah! What's the use of that knock-kneed twaddle? 'Tis for
you to fight for yourself against the world and beat it at its own
dirty games, not to whine about fate, just 'cause your faither an'
mother didn't happen to be yoked but by their own healthy
passions. Be a man! Ban't it better to have noble blood in 'e,
even o' the left hand, than wake and find yourself a labourer's
son--heir to nought? Here's such a chance as might find you
master of Fox Tor Farm in twenty years or less, if you was built
of fighting stuff. What's the bar? None at all to any but a fool.
There be Dukes of the Realm whose forbears comed in the
world when a King of England cuddled an actress. Larn what
happens an' take a big view of things. If you'm ashamed of
yourself, then slink away an' cut your throat comfortable behind
a haystack, an' get out of it. But if there's a pinch of your
faither in you--not to name your gran'mother--then pick up the
cards an' play 'em for all they be worth. Oh, I could almost
wish I was a pretty lad like you be, to have the living of your
life."
"I'm in a maze. I must get away with my thoughts; and I
must speak to her."
"But don't speak what I've told you. Don't be such a born
fool as that. Run away with her if there's one drop of lover's
blood in you. Marry her; then play for Fox Tor Farm after;
an' mind there's a lew corner by the fire for your poor starving
gran'mother come she gets old."
He left her and went out with his head hung low and abiding
grief upon his face. The woman's talk had not fired him; the
thought of fighting and conquering the world did not quicken his
pulses. He only saw the gulf for ever fixed between himself and
Grace Malherb, and he was crushed. He felt not even curious
to find out how she would receive the news. His own mind
assured him that his determination could not waver. He must
leave the farm, and that immediately. He debated whether he
should vanish away without a word. But such a step appeared
both cruel and weak. Therefore he decided to tell Grace
everything and then depart.
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