Americans -- England -- Fiction; West Country (England) -- Fiction
"'Tis a rogue's roost of a hole!" cried Lee. "You shall stop
in it no longer, else you'll faint for lack of sweet air. 'Twill take
much time and patience to exhaust all these crannies and clefts.
My candle wanes."
"Let us depart then and visit the place again presently when
time allows it."
"But you've lost your old eagerness," he said shortly.
"Not so. I care very much. Why, it is life or death
almost--for father. I know him to be sore driven for money."
"For your father. And is it nothing that it means life or
death for Jack Lee? Have you forgotten what you yourself
proposed? Oh, Grace, I'm afraid you have. I was to go to the
wars----"
"The wars are like to be soon over now, dear John."
He made no answer, but lighted her to the steps and helped
her to ascend them. Things recently suspected, like clouds
lifting their furrowed foreheads above a remote horizon, grew daily
nearer, and this experience within the treasure house had brought
alarm to the very zenith of John Lee's mind. He was quick to
see and to read each mood and humour of Grace Malherb. A
hesitation before a kiss, a wayward breaking off in mid-speech,
sudden ardours to atone for periods of coldness--all these shadows
and half-shades of change, and of a sense of honour at war with
overmastering love, had made themselves manifest in the girl;
and Lee had read them while she was ignorant of their visible
existence. At first such apparitions from her inner self merely
mystified him, and the memory of them vanished with the mood
that displayed them; but now more clearly he began to perceive
that her highest graciousness followed upon coolness; that she
was kindest after being least kind; that her outbursts of wild
affection sprang not from love, but remorse. He battled against
the belief; but it grew into a conviction, bitter and sure.
To-day, as he restored the cover-stone of the cave, he felt that
another nail was struck into hope's coffin; and the thought
wakened no indignation against Grace, but rather a mighty,
melancholy anger with himself, that he had proved a man too
feeble to hold his pearl against all comers.
"We must seek and seek and never despair," said Grace as they
turned to ride homeward. "I feel positive that the amphora is
there. If necessary you will have to hide in the den of the tigress
yourself, John, and mark her when she supposes herself alone.
Yet I should tremble for you. 'Twill be an awful day for that old
woman when she loses the amphora. It is her god."
"If I got it, I could almost find it in my heart to break it."
"John Lee!"
"Why, I spoke as I felt. I'm beginning to see terrible things
beyond your strength to hide, Gracie. You would hide them if
you could; you think in your heart that they are hidden; but
they peep out and scourge me for my awful folly."
"What--what can you mean?"
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