Americans -- England -- Fiction; West Country (England) -- Fiction
"Don't speak in a tone so light, sweetheart. 'Sweetheart'
still a little longer. You women do think a tone of voice makes
truth less true and falsehood less false. You say the same words
in different voices and mean different by them. And a man must
grow skilled in your sounds, like a hunter grows clever in the
sounds of wild things, not counting the weight of the words. You
say you liked him as you might like such a one that held your
stirrup or opened a gate; but you and me are at a place now
where you've got to speak sacred truth--solemn, slow, each word
forged to last till doom. Did you love that man?"
"What is it to love a man?"
He bowed his head.
"I'm answered," he said. "Oh, Gracie dear--once mine,
never mine--you know what 'tis to love a man; but you never
did afore you saw him."
She marvelled that one who had yesterday driven maiden nails
into a doorpost could see so deep. She remembered that it was
she who had taught him to read. Tears came to her eyes and
shining drops fell glittering on her horse's neck.
"You break my heart," she said.
"Please God, never! You didn't know; you mistook--what? you
mistook something else for love. We were a boy and a girl;
and I couldn't choose but worship--you were so lovely in soul
and body--so gentle to me--so----"
"John," she declared solemnly, "I shall marry you or no
man."
"You mean it with your whole heart, Gracie? Right well
I know you do, and I love to hear you say it, and to see you
think it while your beautiful, steadfast eyes fright the tears
away."
"I love you, I love you indeed, John."
"I am content to be loved so," he answered slowly. "And
maybe the time that's coming will show the colour of my love for
you, since 'tis all too big for words. 'Twill take deeds to set
it forth. It calls for deeds to show the pattern of a man's life, and
love for you be all that's left of life for me henceforward."
CHAPTER II
RHYME AND REASON
A fortnight after the visit to the old blowing-house,
Mr. Peter Norcot arrived from Chagford to stay a while at
Fox Tor Farm, and with him he brought more snow. This fact
by no means troubled his level temper. He was neither more
plain-spoken nor less poetical than usual as he walked out with
Grace after noon, and reminded her of Maurice Malherb's
intention that she should marry during the coming summer.
"Do not think, my dear girl, that Peter is blind. He knows
all about Endymion. But positively John Lee as a husband!"
"'Tis not the first time I have bade you mind your own
business, Peter. You have no right or reason to say these
things to me. 'Tis worse than your rhymes. If you were half
the man he is!"
"Hard words cannot break bones, or kill love. Do what you
please; say what you like,"
"'A very sandal I would be
To tread on--if trod on by thee.'
I can even rise superior to the necessity of being loved back. I
love on and suffer on.
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