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She hit the truth in her brutal fashion. Lee had not trusted
himself to pursue the matter of his attachment; yet, as time
progressed, he saw more clearly what Grace strove with might and
main to conceal. The accesses of her affection, the thousand
little kindly thoughts for him--all wrote truth in letters of fire
upon his aching heart. True love had acted differently--had
claimed as well as given; and he knew, despite her assurance
oftentimes repeated, that her attitude was founded on another
impulse. Now, after grief and pain, his thoughts moved slowly
to Cecil Stark. In turn he was attracted by and repulsed from
the prospect of speech with the young prisoner. Finally he
braced himself to the ordeal; yet he knew not what he would say
when they stood face to face. He felt as a man in a dream at
this period. A most unreal and monstrous task lay before him.
Deliberately he was turning his back upon all that made life
precious; consciously he was hastening out of day into eternal
night. He chafed against the noble impulse that drove him
onward; for a season he resisted it; then Grace Malherb's own
steadfast purposes warmed his inspiration. Her delicacy, her
gentleness, her courage cried to him. Must he prove less brave
and more selfish than she?
It was indeed sheer suffering that supported the girl now; but
her strength rose superior to it, and only one who knew and loved
her as this man knew and loved, had guessed at the things hidden
in her heart. The torture simulated Grace to a surface brilliance,
as a bird will sing out of pure misery in sight of his robbed nest.
Her eyes were ever bright, but unshed tears made them so; her
plots and plans were ceaseless and sanguine; but he knew that
she rushed into them to escape from her heart. Love, indeed,
had found her at last, but she struggled fiercely to shut him
out since he had come too late. She never wearied of plans
concerning the Malherb amphora, and of the future for John Lee
when he should discover it. And he humoured her and himself
a little longer, so that she scarcely realised that he had grasped
the truth, despite his first sure guess thereat.
Now the story was told. He had wandered through the last
autumnal glade of his fool's paradise; he had witnessed the red
sunset of his dying romance; and he stood patient and strong
under the cold starlight at the end.
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