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"There's the answer to my doubts. You know too much now.
I'll never sleep in peace no more while you are alive. There's a
dead dog in yon corner--shrivelled to bones an' leather. He'd
lost hisself 'pon the Moor and followed me here. I carried it
down the steps, for it stood and barked outside. But I never
carried it up again. None leaves this web but me, come in who
may. You ran choose how you'll go out o' life--an' that's all
the mercy I'll show 'e, Grace Malherb. You can starve, or you
can kill yourself, or I can do it for 'e; but die you shall--sure as
I'm a woman."
The girl regarded her steadily, and measured her huge body,
long arms and broad chest. She knew that in a physical struggle
she must quickly have the life crushed out of her, and for the
first time she feared. Then she wondered if Lovey's heart was
inflexible, and whether a way to bend her will might not exist.
"Is there no humanity in you--you who have been a mother?"
"No more than a mother wolf--not for you. I was a grandmother,
too, wasn't I? I brought Jack up from childhood--an'
he spied upon me. He'd have robbed me next--maybe he has."
"Not of a farthing."
"You've met me in a black hour. All's lost to the Prison.
Some Judas have told the secret; an' as for me, I dare not show
myself to the daylight. So there's nought to be made out of
you."
"You might trust me."
"Not since you've seen that."
Lovey pointed to the amphora.
"My father rates me higher than a bit of old glass."
"You'm daft to think so! Why for should he care a cuss for
you? More like he hates you, for you'm no daughter worth
naming to him--a froward, man-loving minx, as plays fast an'
loose with them he hates, an' defies him. Love the likes of you
better'n fifteen thousand pound! He'm not all fool."
Thunder suddenly broke overhead, and subterranean echoes in
the grotto answered it. The noise punctuated Lovey's speech
and appeared to affirm her purpose.
"Die you shall," she said. "God do so to me if I don't mean
it."
"I know you mean it now," answered the girl. "And, since
everything is lost at the Prison, I care not very much about
living. Yet, after all, 'tis only a passing reverse; therefore,
I plead to live. Life is life. Somehow this choking hole makes
me long to live. I hate your money and your treasures. I hate
the gold in your bags as much as I hate the moss on these walls
that mocks it. I want to breathe sweet air and see the sky
again. I'll keep your secret. Don't kill me, Lovey. 'Twill
ruin your own life if you do."
"Life's worth living, as you say. For all my cares and years
and cruel disappointments, I like it. But you hearken to the
thunder--I knowed 'twas brewing--you know too much. Let it
rage! I wish 'twould drown Short's cottage, an' him in it, an'
the Prison, an' the prisoners, an' the sojers, an' every living thing.
You know too much an' I won't take your word."
"You're worn out and frantic. Sleep upon it."
The old woman reflected.
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