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Before this thought he came to his better self through his
worst. He called down a curse on the forces that played with
his convictions; he damned the inner voice of reason that showed
him what he had deemed duty was an interested crime. Standing
beneath the storm he put bitter facts behind him for vain
phantoms, and maligned the awful ray of truth. Then, moody
and sick in spirit, he leapt suddenly to sweeter and cleaner
thinking. Some phase of mind, some physical conjunction, or
some psychic crisis pervious to the influence of Nature, lifted
him, as often happened, into great longing for the better part.
The dawn showed him what no dawn had ever yet revealed. He
turned to the East and prayed to it.
"Before Heaven I mourn for what I am! I see myself
cursed--self-cursed. Oh, God, give me back my child again, and I
will be a wiser man! Only my child--only my Grace. I humble
myself. Punish me, great God, but not by taking her--my only
one. I repent; I will mend my life if I may but have my child
again."
The sun, struggling above wild new-born day and dying tempest,
answered his petition with shafts of flame, and wrapped that
desolate wilderness in a mingled splendour of mist and fire.
The pageant of the sky uttered a music proper to the man's sore
spirit, and unrolled with solemn glory. Heaven glowed and burnt,
or frowned and shuddered in black precipices of storm-cloud that
sank upon the West. Into the deep senses of the watcher these
things penetrated graciously. They touched the ragged wounds
of his heart and helped to heal them, while a harmony, as of
music, fell upon his helpless, hopeless soul. All the wonder of
the sky filled Malherb's dark eyes as he lifted them; but a light
greater than the sky or any inspiration born of day shone out.
Upon the verge of apocalypse he stood; yet gulfs unseen separated
him from it. His days were not accomplished; his darkest hour
was not yet come.
Now, where a rock rose at a point not far distant, there
appeared Lovey Lee. She stood like some night-spirit, surprised
by dawn, blinking and disarmed in the unfamiliar sunshine. For
a moment she hesitated at the sight of Malherb; then approached
him, conscious of her complete power. This man, and perhaps
only this man in the world, was impotent against her. Not a
finger could he lift. Harm done to her must bring far worse
upon himself. Her wits planned a cunning lie and she advanced
to utter it.
"You'm stirring early, Maurice Malherb. 'Tis strange that
you an' me should both choose to walk this here ill-wisht heath
all rotten wi' bog and water."
"I came to seek peace--not you. I ask you to quit my sight
without more words. There is no anger in me now."
"'Peace'! Do 'e find peace in your own company? I'll swear
you never have, nor never will. No peace for the likes of you
till you be dead. Come, let's talk secrets--shall us? I've got
things you'd dearly like to hear about."
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