Americans -- England -- Fiction; West Country (England) -- Fiction
The first result of his present experiences and position had
been a development of astounding patience in Maurice Malherb.
Patient, indeed, he was not in any real sense; but a self-control
relatively wonderful marked his goings now. He waited for the
inevitable. Every instinct called out to him to hasten it, yet he
took no step. This personal attitude amazed him in secret.
Sometimes even a gleam of hope touched his darkness, and the
fact that no word had been heard of Lovey, and no report of her
death had reached mankind, awoke a shadowy thought that she
was not dead. But he knew right well that no human foot trod
the desert south of Cater's Beam once in a year. The dead might
there mingle with dust and never be discovered or recorded. He
did nothing from day to day for thinking of his wife and daughter.
They stood between him and open confession of the crime. Yet
each week of delay galled him worse than the last. Memory kept
such a vivid wakefulness as it only holds under conditions of
remorse. His sin coloured his life, and the hues of it faded neither
by day nor night. As the hideous incubus of a dream slowly crawls
upon us, to fasten its fangs in our bosom, so this horror nightly
destroyed sleep, and by day it rode abroad with him, ate with him,
thought with him, thrust its shadow between him and the few
things he still loved.
A thousand times his feet turned to Cater's Beam, a thousand
times he chose rather to live on and cherish the pallid hope that
his daughter and his wife were not for ever disgraced. For him
the events of that appalling dawn were neither gyves nor ropes
about his real nature. He had long since retraced all in spirit,
probed his act to the core, and even taken the consequences of it.
For no thought of self-destruction returned to him; but his women
came between and held his hand, and, though they knew it not,
played the first part in his hidden life, as they now stood openly
for all that he still held dear.
Yet at last, by an indirect road, he consented to satisfy himself,
and after countless petitions from Grace and from Annabel, he
gave way and abandoned what, from their standpoint, was a
senseless determination. His daughter finally prevailed with him.
"Lovey Lee fled to save her own life," declared Grace. "Perchance
she never returned to her hiding-place at all. There, then,
remain her treasures and the amphora that I saw with my own
eyes. Surely it is worth the trouble of a search?"
"'Twould be fifteen thousand pounds at least to us. Your
brother himself might purchase it," said Annabel.
"He at least never will," answered her husband. "Rather
would I grind it under my heel. 'Brother'! 'Tis too noble a
title for him. Norcot can offer to aid me in my extremity, yet he
whose duty it should be, and whose privilege--does he come
forward?"
"For the best of all reasons, dearest. You have not told him
a word of your circumstances."
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