The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
"Perhaps you think I put it there." Theodosia had so accustomed herself
to the present state of things, and to continuous deceit, that she
could say such words without a change of colour, almost without a
twinge of conscience. Conscience, habitually unresponded to, becomes in
time deadened, and loses its power to speak. Theodosia had set before
herself a certain end, and that end she was in a fair way to attain.
She had not indeed yet found out what were the terms of her husband's
will, but she had brought about estrangement between him and Lettice;
and for the continuance of their estrangement, nothing perhaps could be
better than Lettice's absence. This dawned upon her in a flash; and it
was at once subversive of her previous policy with regard to Lettice's
friends.
There was a pause, Lettice looking earnestly at Theodosia; and the
change of colour, which had not come with Theodosia's own utterance,
began under the pressure of that quiet gaze. Lettice noticed, but
attached little meaning to the flush.
"No," she said slowly, "I should not like to accuse you or anybody of
such a thing, unless I were very very sure. It is too terrible, and I
know too well how hard it is to bear being falsely accused. Sometimes I
almost think you know a little more than you will allow,—I mean, that
you could perhaps help to clear me, if you would . . . But I do not
know how. It is only a feeling . . . Why do you dislike me so? I have
tried hard to please you ever since I came here; and it seems of no
use."
"If not you—then your brother—"
"You do not suspect him, really," Lettice answered, with the calmness
borne of long endurance. "If you did, you would have spoken long ago.
Felix was not once in my room after lunch that day; so how could he
possibly have put the note into my box? But talking does no good. I
cannot clear myself yet. The truth will come out some day. Do you wish
me to go to the Valentines?"
"Yes."
"For a month or six weeks?"
"For as long as you like."
"When?"
"Whenever you please."
"I will ask Dr. Bryant."
"There's no need to trouble him. I shall explain, of course."
"He would have wanted me to speak—"
"Before he knew you to be a—" The lying word stuck in Theodosia's
throat.
"I shall speak to him all the same," Lettice answered resolutely.
"If he wished me not to go—but I think he will be willing. To-day is
Monday. I can ask if the Valentines would like to have me on Friday or
Saturday."
Theodosia merely said, "Very well," and walked away.
Dr. Bryant entering immediately after, Lettice put the question before
him.
"You wish to go?" he said, in the measured voice which had become
habitual.
"If you do not mind, uncle?"
"No. It is quite as well. Fix your own plans; and I will supply the
money."
She looked wistfully into his face, longing for a touch of the old
kindness. "If I thought you wanted me, I would rather—rather stay here."
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