The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
Lettice dared not yield to this mood. She was shaken by it to the core,
and was in danger of a complete break-down. With a desperate effort to
put away thought, she strolled round the little sitting room, examined
the titles of a row of books on the prim chiffonier, took another
look-out at the window, then, deciding that Felix could not reach home
for another hour, she resolved to follow Prue's advice and her own
resolution, and to have a rest. It was, to say the least, undesirable
that she should greet Felix with dull looks, or with the smallest
tendency to feminine tears. So thought Lettice, weighing the matter
soberly. Sleep might not be possible; but at least she would lie still,
and would control the vagaries of her mind.
The latter intention might not have been easy of fulfilment in her
unstrung condition; but the resolute quietness took happy effect. In
ten minutes, Lettice was sound asleep.
Felix, wending his way homeward somewhat late, partly by omnibus,
partly on foot, had not the remotest idea of what awaited him. He knew
that Lettice would be at the Valentines' house, and he meant that
evening to go in and see her. Some words of commendation, spoken to him
by one of the heads of the business, had put him into good spirits. It
would be pleasant to tell this to Lettice.
Though Felix never made an effort to win a friend, he did sometimes
wish for a friend. It is not good for a man to be alone, and Felix
was alone. Not merely sleeping alone in lodgings, as many have to do,
but literally living alone, apart from other men, neither giving nor
receiving sympathy. This is a terrible kind of solitude, and the worst
that can happen to a man is to grow so used to it that he ceases to
wish for aught else.
Felix had not reached so far, though he was on the high road to it.
On this particular evening, rather curiously, a feeling of loneliness
assailed him. Perhaps it was born of the consciousness that nobody in
London cared for the praise he had received. Nobody would look the
brighter for it—unless Mr. Kelly. It mattered to nobody except himself
whether he succeeded or did not succeed—unless to Lettice. But the
question arose involuntarily—Did he work now with any view to Lettice's
future? Well, anyhow she would be glad—unselfishly glad. He wished
he could see her alone, not surrounded by a crowd of people who were
nothing to him. The unwonted sense of solitude and of desire for his
sister deepened as he entered the narrow passage, politely called a
"hall" by the landlady. He hung up his overcoat, and entered the back
parlour, opening the door with no peculiar gentleness.
There he came to a standstill, petrified by the sight he beheld. Work
lying on the table, a travelling-bag on a chair, and on the sofa
Lettice asleep!
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