The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
"Never mind now! I'll have my birthday walk," declared the girl
cheerfully, putting aside unwelcome recollections. "Nothing lasts
always. Some day perhaps I shall have a home with Felix. But that would
mean leaving uncle Bryant! Must everything in life hurt one somewhere?
Well—no need to look forward. Things will come right one way or
another: and isn't the sunshine good now?"
Lettice loved an early ramble in bright weather; and this was almost
her first since wintry mornings. Now and again in summer Dr. Bryant
would be her companion; a treat to them both, which might not often
be ventured on, because of Theodosia's jealousy. Lettice had indeed
half-hoped to see him appear on this particular day: but he did not.
Why should he?
He was famed for forgetting birthdays, unless reminded of them: and
Theodosia would not remind him. Lettice, perhaps, scarcely realised how
warm a corner she occupied in the heart of the elderly man, labouring
under the disappointment and loneliness of one who is mistaken in the
wife of his choice.
Dr. Bryant knew now, with a knowledge which left no loophole for a
mistake, not only that his wife loved his money better than himself,
but—worse still—that her word was not to be depended on.
"He will not remember, of course. But I am sure Felix will write to me,
quite sure," murmured Lettice, as she walked.
She dwelt earnestly on the thought of Felix, weighing his probable
future. Lettice did not love Felix less because she loved Dr. Bryant.
The more one loves, the more one has power to love. He was very near
her heart, even though she received scant show of love from him. She
belonged to him—that was his view of the matter—and he had a right to
her best affection, her supremest interest. But he did not count it
needful to repay her in kind.
He was getting on well, in the ordinary sense of the word; fulfilling
thus far the aim which Cecilia Anderson had set before him in her
life—not that which she had proposed to him in her dying message! He
was giving satisfaction, receiving an increased salary, studying hard
over-hours. Contented he was not, his whole heart being restlessly bent
upon an early escape from the stationer's shop: but if not content with
his position, he was well satisfied with himself. "I shall get on," was
still the key-note of his tune.
There were changes passing over Felix: changes noted by the far-away
watchful sister, whose only means of judging was through the post.
She scrutinised his letters, re-reading them often, with an anxious
endeavour to see "between the lines;" and often she was haunted by a
sense of uneasiness. For these epistles were full to the brim with his
own doings, his own affairs: and he wrote less affectionately than of
old. Less and less room appeared to exist in his mind for aught but the
one absorbing object.
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