The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
Theodosia had given in to jealous and bitter moods, until they had
complete mastery over her. Worse, she had given way to habits of
not entire truth, not perfect straightforwardness, till there too
her powers of resistance were weak. As she sat in the drawing room,
discontentedly fingering the bank-note, and weighing her grievances, a
sudden thought came, a suggestion of evil, sharp and clear as a flash
of lightning—or rather a string of suggestions, in quick succession,
flash after flash.
First, a distinct longing to do something to separate those two—her
husband and Lettice. Then, a recollection of the words which she had
overheard Lettice utter that morning, from outside the breakfast
room, "It is all I have . . . just five pounds. I wish I had twenty
pounds to give you!" Thirdly—the idea, was Felix in debt? And had he
appealed to Lettice for help? Fourthly—suppose such a bank-note to be
left carelessly in the way of Lettice, was it certain that the girl's
principles could be strong enough to withstand sudden temptation? Might
she not be led to possess herself of it, for the sake of Felix? She was
very young, and perhaps she would not fully realise what the deed meant.
Theodosia recoiled from her own evil thoughts. To wish to lead that
young creature into sin! It was too terrible. Deliberately to plan
temptation, in the hope that it might prove irresistible! Theodosia
shuddered at herself for the desire, yet she did not cast it away,
and slay it. She let herself look at it steadily, and the sense of
repulsion lessened. A thought of the bracelet came up anew. Then
Theodosia grew harder, and when she viewed the suggestion once more, it
seemed not quite so black, but only natural under the circumstances.
At the worst, she was merely proposing to use a slight test, the kind
of test that comes to everybody sooner or later. She was not going to
tempt or injure Lettice. If she chose to leave the bank-note lying
outside her desk, instead of locking it up at once, whose business was
that? All the world might see it there; Lettice and Felix included,
of course. If it remained untouched, she would have proved the girl's
inviolable honesty. So much the better for Lettice.
When the two came in, they found Theodosia in a mood to all appearance
friendly. Lettice, being used to these sudden variations, thought
little of the change. She knew how slight was the dependence to be
placed on Theodosia's happiest frames.
They talked of where the brother and sister had been, discussing the
neighbourhood. Theodosia presently called Lettice out of the room, on
some slight pretext, leaving Felix alone, with the bank-note on her
desk, half-covered by papers, yet distinctly visible. The figure, £20,
might be seen from half across the room.
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