The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
Unpaid bills had to be paid, and the Doctor supplied his wife with a
£20 cheque uncomplainingly. He would not even tell her how careless she
had been—perhaps because it was useless, perhaps because he disliked to
rouse her self-assertive annoyance. To suggest that Theodosia had done
anything not entirely wise and right, meant always a wordy outburst on
her part. In hopes of finding the lost bank-note, he instituted various
inquiries, but with no result.
Vain, too, was his effort to shield Lettice from general suspicion.
Theodosia took that matter into her own hands, and the Doctor had very
limited power over his wife's tongue. If he had but known it, the one
real power which he did possess was through Keith's interests, and
the future disposition of his money. The one thing which would have
restrained Theodosia, would have been the knowledge that aught she said
or did might harm her boy's prospects. The crooked path upon which she
had entered was for Keith's sake—at least so she counted it to be.
Jealousy and ill-temper had also no small hand in the matter. Theodosia
knew, and could not forgive, her boy's love for Lettice.
True, the two did not indulge before her in affectionate
demonstrations. Keith had sense enough to see that such demonstrations
would bring trouble: and as a rule, he abstained, reserving bear-like
hugs for Theodosia's absence. But love is not easily hidden for any
length of time. Keith might put on spoilt-child airs, and speak with
a certain imperiousness to Lettice; yet the look in his eyes when he
turned to her was unmistakable.
And even if Theodosia had doubted, the servants and villagers were
not loath to supply her with the unwelcome information. "Master Keith
do care for Miss Lettice and no wonder!" "He's that devoted to her!"
"Well, I says he just worships the ground she treads on!"
These and other like remarks could not be ignored, and they were as
gall and worm-wood to the heart of Theodosia. She never quoted them,
and she persistently treated Lettice as a person of no account in the
household; but deep down in her own mind she knew that Keith loved
Lettice with a love which he did not give to herself. For the one was
the affection of relationship only; the other was the love which grows
and is sustained by what the loved one intrinsically is. Where both
co-exist, the tie becomes very strong indeed; but the first without the
second is apt to prove more of a trial than a joy in life, if not to
snap altogether.
Theodosia knew, and smarted under the knowledge, that this higher love
of her boy's heart was given to Lettice, not to herself; yet she made
no effort to become different, that so she might win it. She only
scorned and hated Lettice for having what she had not.
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