"Until one really looks at a man's face," he had been saying, "one never
knows how ugly he is. I always used to think you passably good-looking.
But you are awful, do you know? Men's faces generally are like chests of
drawers--square, don't you know, and covered with knobs that suggest
handles. And you are balder than when I began to paint you."
"I am sure I apologise. And do you really think you can finish it by the
twenty-eighth? I shall be immensely grateful if you can."
"The twenty-eighth? Ah! yes, the happy day."
Thereat another mood came over him, and for the spate of surprising
remarks which he had been pouring forth there was exchanged a frowning,
brush-biting silence. This lasted another twenty minutes, and Philip, as
thanks for his offerings on the altar of conversation, got only grunts,
and once a laboriously polite request to stand still. But eventually he
hit on a subject that produced a response.
"And Madge's portrait?" he said. "Have you decided to yield to our
ignorance perhaps, but anyhow our desire, and consider it finished?"
Evelyn stopped dead in the middle of a stroke, and a new and frightfully
disconcerting mood suddenly appeared to possess him.
"How can you ask me if I yield," he said hotly, "when you have told me I
can't have any more sittings? I yield as a man yields who is pinioned
and hung. I only yield to force. As for the portrait, it is there, face
to the wall. I will not send it to you, but you may fetch it away
without opposition on my part. I never want to see it again. Oh! I make
one condition--it must never be exhibited."
"Ah! my dear fellow," said Philip, "I cannot take it if you feel like
that about it."
"Leave it then."
Philip was very deeply hurt somehow by this. Evelyn's absolute
insistence on his taking it as a present from him had much touched him,
though he had tried to combat it. But this ending of the affair was
intolerable. He could not leave matters like this. And now while he was
debating what to do, Evelyn spoke again, resuming his painting with
rapid, unerring strokes.
"I must say this, too," he said. "I had an inspiration for that portrait
quite unlike any I have ever had before. It is, even as it stands, my
masterpiece, but you--you and Miss Ellington anyhow--have prevented me
from completing what is my best, and would have been far better. Far
better? It would have been on a different plane altogether. I am sorry
if this hurts you, but it is only right you should know. I don't say it
is your fault; I don't say it is anybody's fault. But there the picture
stands; I give it you with all the completeness with which I originally
gave it you, and with all--all the best wishes."
He paused a moment.
"But I won't send it you," he said, "since I don't think it ought to be
sent. Yet take it with my love, my best love, Philip. And I should be
obliged if you would say no more at all about it. Turn your face a bit
more to the left, there's a good fellow; you have shifted slightly."
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