But it was difficult for him to conceal the shock that Philip's
appearance gave him. He looked so horribly tired and so old. The
suffering of this last month had made him haggard and heavy-eyed, and
what was worse, the hatred that had been his soul's guest had made his
face hard and bitter, and yet for all the hardness it was strangely
enfeebled: it had lost the look of strength and life that had always
been so characteristic of it. The vital principle had been withdrawn
from it; all that it expressed was lethal, negative.
Philip's weary eyes looked round on the garden and the low, thatched
house where dinner was already being laid in the verandah.
"So this is the Hermitage," he said. "Dear God, you have found peace."
Then he broke off suddenly, and began again in a different voice, a
voice that was like his face, bitter and hard and old.
"Yes, I've been overworking," he said, "and as I told you, yesterday I
suddenly collapsed. I think my work has got on my brain too much; I
didn't sleep well. London was dreadfully hot and stuffy, too. But I've
made a pot of money this month. Those fools on the Stock Exchange say
that August is a slack month. Of course it is if you are slack. But
certainly from a business point of view I've had an all-round time. I
brought some of them back, too, from their deer-forests and fishings in
double-quick time. And they were mostly too late even then. Good joke,
too, my going off suddenly like this, and leaving them grilling in
London."
Merivale could not quite let this pass; besides, he must answer somehow.
He laughed.
"I don't altogether agree with your idea of humour," he said. "Was it
really--from a humorous point of view--worth while?"
Philip's face did not relax.
"It was from a business point of view," he said.
Then his gardener's eye was suddenly arrested by a _perle des jardins_
that was ramping beyond all bounds.
"I used to know about roses," he said, "and I'll cut that back for you
to-morrow. You are not getting half the roses out of it."
"I know, but it's enjoying itself so enormously," said Merivale.
Philip considered this as an abstract question on to which he had not
previously turned his mind.
"And you think that ought to be taken into consideration when one deals
with the destinies even of rose-trees?" he asked with a terrible air of
being in earnest.
Merivale smiled.
"Decidedly London has not been good for you," he said. "I think your
words were 'the destinies even of rose-trees.' Now what destiny matters
more than that? Not mine, I am sure, and I doubt if yours. Besides, the
destinies of your rose-trees used to be of extraordinary importance, not
only to them, but to you."
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